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“Familiar Encounter” by Darius Davis
In 1990, a sign language interpreter explores the queer scene on a journey of self discovery. However, he comes across a former client in a rather unusual place. Will his day time cover be blown?
Today’s story is “Familiar Encounter" by Darius Davis, a black queer bilingual african wild dog author, who uses his academic knowledge and background to create compelling short stories. You can follow him on twitter, @2DWildDog, for future writing projects and commissioned artwork. Also, a special thanks to @wakewolfasl on twitter, a friend of Darius who acted as a deaf creative consultant for this story.
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Transcript
You’re listening to The Voice of Dog. I’m Khaki, your faithful fireside companion,
Speaker:and Today’s story is
Speaker:“Familiar Encounter"
Speaker:by Darius Davis, a black queer bilingual african wild dog author,
Speaker:who uses his academic knowledge and background to create compelling short stories.
Speaker:You can follow him on twitter, @2DWildDog,
Speaker:for future writing projects and commissioned artwork.
Speaker:Also, a special thanks
Speaker:to @wakewolfasl on twitter,
Speaker:a friend of Darius
Speaker:who acted as a deaf creative consultant for this story.
Please enjoy:“Familiar Encounter”
Please enjoy:by Darius Davis “Move your ass!”
Please enjoy:James yelled with his head out the driver’s side window.
Please enjoy:The donkey driver in the Buick GNX
Please enjoy:gave him the bird
Please enjoy:before he crawled forward to make room for the parking lot entrance.
Please enjoy:The black and brown alpine goat rolled his eyes before he swerved into the lot.
Please enjoy:His horns caught onto the roof of his Silver Honda Accord
Please enjoy:as he tried to retreat into his car.
Please enjoy:He was not about to be late for his assignment,
Please enjoy:no matter how bad the traffic becomes.
Please enjoy:The clock inside his dashboard counted down the minutes as he eventually found a spot next to the doctor’s office.
Please enjoy:James grabbed his interpreting notebook and pen
Please enjoy:to quickly review over the notes of today’s assignment.
Please enjoy:After a few mental checklists and vocabulary clarifications,
Please enjoy:he put the interpreting notebook away in the glovebox
Please enjoy:and fast walked towards the entrance.
Please enjoy:For James, it was standard procedure to arrive 15 minutes early to the appointment
Please enjoy:so he could meet his client.
Please enjoy:He checked in with the shriveled lioness receptionist at the front desk
Please enjoy:to find out where his client might be.
Please enjoy:Without even looking up from her grey mechanical keyboard,
Please enjoy:her long boney finger pointed James to the nearest waiting room.
Please enjoy:There were only two other creatures inside that he saw.
Please enjoy:On one side of the room
Please enjoy:was an older parrot woman
Please enjoy:who read a glossy magazine.
Please enjoy:On the other side was an admittedly handsome Irish cob horse
Please enjoy:that matched the description his agency gave him.
Please enjoy:He was a black and white stallion
Please enjoy:with an enormously long flowing white mane
Please enjoy:and tail hairs that completely covered the couch cushion next to him.
Please enjoy:The stallion had a noticeable splint worn on his right ring finger.
Please enjoy:For his attire, the stallion’s jean jacket and white undershirt was form fitting to his body,
Please enjoy:which outlined the broader aspects of his muscular physique.
Please enjoy:James could see himself mistaking the stallion for a
Please enjoy:bodybuilder magazine cover model.
Please enjoy:One that you would find at a checkout aisle inside a grocery store.
Please enjoy:But today, the Irish cob was nothing more than a client.
Please enjoy:The stallion looked over to him
Please enjoy:and brought his hands up to sign,
Please enjoy:“Are you the interpreter?”
Please enjoy:“How could you tell?”
Please enjoy:James signed back
Please enjoy:“All you interpreters wear those black smock things.
Please enjoy:No sane person with decent fashion sense would wear those,”
Please enjoy:The stallion snickered.
Please enjoy:The alpine goat chuckled to himself as it was clear
Please enjoy:that the stallion was his client.
Please enjoy:The stallion’s signing style reflected an urban dialect compared to those who lived outside the city.
Please enjoy:Most people within the deaf community
Please enjoy:tended to be extremely forward with their words and intentions.
Please enjoy:They weren’t the type of people to be vague compared to their hearing counterparts.
Please enjoy:And it was common for clients to poke fun at their interpreters for their choice of uniform attire.
Please enjoy:In this case, however, it couldn’t be helped.
Please enjoy:James sat next to him,
Please enjoy:“I know but it's company policy that I wear this.
Please enjoy:So, what’s your full name?
Please enjoy:And what are you going to ask the doctor?”
Please enjoy:“The name is Dixon Smith.
Please enjoy:I’m here for just a regular check up and getting some blood tests back.
Please enjoy:Nothing much else to it.
Please enjoy:What’s your name?
Please enjoy:Is this your first time doing a doctor’s appointment?”
Please enjoy:Dixon laid back in his chair.
Please enjoy:“I’m James Johnson.
Please enjoy:And don’t worry this isn’t my first time, the agency wouldn’t send an amateur out for an important gig like this!”
Please enjoy:“Hate to break it to you,
Please enjoy:but there ain’t anything complicated about this appointment.
Please enjoy:It’s no open-heart surgery, we are just
Please enjoy:going in and out quick!
Please enjoy:Should be done in under an hour.”
Please enjoy:James took a sigh of relief as the appointment seemed to be an easy enough assignment.
Please enjoy:It was always awkward for him to sit and observe silently whenever he had to inform a client of a serious medical condition
Please enjoy:that dictated life and death decisions.
Please enjoy:Last thing he wanted
Please enjoy:was to tell his client they had terminal cancer or a serious illness.
Please enjoy:Though before James fully settled into his chair,
Please enjoy:Dixon waved at him to get his attention.
Please enjoy:“By the way, what’s your name sign?”
Please enjoy:Dixon asks. James shook his head,
Please enjoy:“I… don’t have one.
Please enjoy:Not yet anyway.” Dixon nodded,
Please enjoy:“Alright… How about I call you JJ.
Please enjoy:Makes it easier for me to remember.”
Please enjoy:Dixon had modified the sign for yellow
Please enjoy:as he kept his thumb in but motioned his hand to make a J sign twice.
Please enjoy:A soft burning sensation
Please enjoy:trickled up the sides of James’s cheeks
Please enjoy:as he gave his thanks.
Please enjoy:It was a huge honor for him to receive a name sign from a client.
Please enjoy:In all his two years of work in the agency, he never imagined he would be granted such a privilege
Please enjoy:from a strapping older stallion.
Please enjoy:As the two waited,
Please enjoy:James mentally ran down the check list of all possible medical terminology one last time
Please enjoy:to give himself a self confidence boost.
Please enjoy:After a few minutes,
Please enjoy:the elk nurse called them in
Please enjoy:and the two situated themselves in the doctor’s office.
Please enjoy:James made sure to sit in a position where Dixon and the doctor
Please enjoy:can both see him comfortably for him to sign.
Please enjoy:Once the short brown otter doctor came in,
Please enjoy:he introduced himself as Dr. Williams
Please enjoy:and shook both of their hands.
Please enjoy:The three made small talk as they all prepared themselves for today’s visit.
Please enjoy:The short stacked otter had a large grey handlebar mustache
Please enjoy:that covered his upper lip, which made it difficult for Dixon to read lips.
Please enjoy:James could understand why his services would be needed
Please enjoy:as the otter spoke in a lower volume and tone.
Please enjoy:Dr. Williams took Dixon’s current weight,
Please enjoy:height, and blood pressure.
Please enjoy:He also did a quick evaluation on Dixon’s sprained ring finger.
Please enjoy:Dr. Williams still recommended that Dixon keep it elevated
Please enjoy:and treated for another week.
Please enjoy:After the evaluation, the otter doctor brought out a clip board
Please enjoy:and carefully reviewed it before he spoke while James interpreted.
Please enjoy:“Now concerning your blood and urine tests, there are no signs of Chlamydia, Hepatitis, HIV, or Syphilis in your system!
Please enjoy:Now, it is still important that you continue to practice safe sex with any female and/or male partners you may have!
Please enjoy:If you need any pamphlets on exploring safe sex alternatives, I can have a nurse provide one for you!”
Please enjoy:Dr. Williams said.
Please enjoy:James was taken aback from the news
Please enjoy:as he didn’t anticipate the need to interpret this specific subject.
Please enjoy:He expected something along the lines of blood sugar levels, liver function, or cholesterol.
Please enjoy:At least that was what he prepped for when former clients told them about upcoming blood tests.
Please enjoy:Regardless, James quickly shook out his hands to compose himself
Please enjoy:and relayed the information to Dixon.
Please enjoy:The stallion nodded along as his tail flicked from side to side in his chair,
Please enjoy:“Awesome! And don’t worry,
Please enjoy:it’ll never happen again.
Please enjoy:Just needed to get those tests after I found out my girlfriend cheated on me.
Please enjoy:You wouldn’t believe the week I had!”
Please enjoy:After James voiced the stallion’s signs,
Please enjoy:Dr. Williams chuckled,
Please enjoy:“Well, no worries ol’ sport.
Please enjoy:I understand, you were just taking responsibility for your own health.
Please enjoy:You don’t simply go around fucking every broad unlike most of the young folks I have to take care of!
Please enjoy:Especially with this HIV thing still going around.
Please enjoy:For a deaf man, you’re one of the smarter ones!”
Please enjoy:James bit his lower lip as a sense of dread clenched his heart.
Please enjoy:He understood that Dr. Williams’s intentions weren’t meant to be derogatory,
Please enjoy:but felt the urge to omit the last part.
Please enjoy:Still, he conveyed the full message and cringed internally as he watched Dixon silently clench his teeth.
Please enjoy:They shared a deep glance,
Please enjoy:Dixon and James understood the awkward situation the doctor created.
Please enjoy:Dixon let out a small
Please enjoy:uncomfortable verbal laugh to lighten the mood and sought to end the appointment as soon as possible.
Please enjoy:After the test and health recommendations,
Please enjoy:the two were escorted out of the office as the appointment concluded.
Please enjoy:Dixon and James were met with the warm embrace of the afternoon sun once fully outside.
Please enjoy:While the appointment was finished,
Please enjoy:James considered himself lucky that his pay counted for the two-hour minimum.
Please enjoy:As James headed for the parking lot, Dixon tapped the alpine goat’s left shoulder to stop him for a moment.
Please enjoy:“Thanks for not making a big deal about the appointment.
Please enjoy:I was too embarrassed to tell you earlier what the blood tests were about.”
Please enjoy:Dixon shifted his feet.
Please enjoy:“It’s fine, I’m sworn to secrecy, so the agency and I are legally compelled to keep our mouths shut about these sorts of things
Please enjoy:outside of work!” James rubbed his hands after he signed.
Please enjoy:They broke eye contact as James tried to figure out
Please enjoy:how to not make the end of the session any more awkward.
Please enjoy:He decided to step outside the normal bounds of his job responsibilities
Please enjoy:to convey his sympathies to the client.
Please enjoy:“Hey, sorry about what happened to your girl.
Please enjoy:I know a few guys who had a raw deal like that.
Please enjoy:Was that the reason why…
Please enjoy:your ring finger needed a splint?”
Please enjoy:James asked. “Oh this?
Please enjoy:Um… this was just from a workplace accident after a steel beam landed on it.
Please enjoy:I do construction for a living.
Please enjoy:Anyway… like you said, you’re sworn to secrecy so it ain’t a big deal.
Please enjoy:Probably won’t even see each other again.”
Please enjoy:Dixon shrugged “I hope so…
Please enjoy:I mean in terms of having to visit the doctor again!”
Please enjoy:James tried to cover up his mistake for potential rudeness.
Please enjoy:Dixon laughed, “I get it.
Please enjoy:You don’t need to explain.
Please enjoy:Anyway… it was nice to meet you!
Please enjoy:Hope the rest of your day goes well!”
Please enjoy:James nodded, “Agreed,
Please enjoy:it was really nice to meet you as well.
Please enjoy:Are you waiting for someone to pick you up?”
Please enjoy:“Nope, I take public transportation. Though I’ll probably head to the gym.
Please enjoy:You should get back to your agency. I know they tend to get stingy when you’re over the clock.”
Please enjoy:Dixon pointed to his wrist.
Please enjoy:James looked down to his watch
Please enjoy:and saw he had about an hour to return to the agency.
Please enjoy:While the drive was only a few minutes away,
Please enjoy:he did want to pick up some lunch beforehand.
Please enjoy:James took his cue and waved goodbye before he fast walked back to his sliver Accord.
Please enjoy:For the rest of the day,
Please enjoy:the strapping older stallion lingered in James’s mind.
Please enjoy:Every client had their reasons to keep some personal details a secret.
Please enjoy:The agency hammered home the point that people like James were nothing more
Please enjoy:than language machines,
Please enjoy:automatons. They were dissuaded from getting involved in personal matters of their clients.
Please enjoy:It was forbidden for interpreters to develop deep
Please enjoy:friendships or relationships with those in the deaf community.
Please enjoy:To do so would put James at the risk of having to interpret for a client with
Please enjoy:personal intimate knowledge,
Please enjoy:which would hamper his judgement and bias.
Please enjoy:Yet there were downsides to such a policy.
Please enjoy:James hadn’t developed many connections within the deaf community.
Please enjoy:It was a testament that his lack of a name sign after two years of work
Please enjoy:signaled him as an outsider.
Please enjoy:He wouldn’t mind getting to know people like Dixon.
Please enjoy:The stallion seemed to be friendly,
Please enjoy:not to mention a good looker.
Please enjoy:James speculated
Please enjoy:as to why a handsome strong stallion like Dixon would ever have a girl cheat on him.
Please enjoy:Dixon didn’t appear
Please enjoy:visibly upset when he mentioned it.
Please enjoy:James could recall a few of his childhood friends that still held
Please enjoy:strong grudges against their past lovers.
Please enjoy:A lingered fantasy played out in his mind,
Please enjoy:about how the two may share
Please enjoy:more things in common than he first thought.
Please enjoy:Regardless, like Dixon said,
Please enjoy:they probably won’t come across one another for a while.
Please enjoy:With a sizable deaf population in the inner city,
Please enjoy:there was no telling if Dixon would need the agency anytime soon.
Please enjoy:Besides, to become intimately involved with a past client,
Please enjoy:let along one of the same sexes,
Please enjoy:could cost him his livelihood.
Please enjoy:Just one slip about James's personal life and he could soon see himself collecting employment.
Please enjoy:That is why, James tried to figure out ways in which he could explore his sexuality while remaining anonymous.
Please enjoy:The first rule
Please enjoy:was to never date or deeply befriend anyone in the deaf community
Please enjoy:just for his own protection.
Please enjoy:But James also wanted to make sure the venues he attended
Please enjoy:would have the low possibility of a neighbor,
Please enjoy:work colleague, or friend finding him.
Please enjoy:Thoughts continued to plague his mind
Please enjoy:as the workday came to an end
Please enjoy:and he started to head home.
Please enjoy:His normal route was blocked by major construction
Please enjoy:and he was forced to take a detour deeper into the city.
Please enjoy:As he stopped behind several rows of gas guzzling sedans,
Please enjoy:James’s eye caught the sight of a fancy sign outside an inconspicuous tall white building.
Please enjoy:A few large burly bulls waited outside
Please enjoy:with two keeping close contact with one another.
Please enjoy:It dawned on him
Please enjoy:that it was one of those bathhouses,
Please enjoy:a place where men can feel liberated and comfortable with their desires for one another.
Please enjoy:The building itself looked unremarkable but the sign and clientele out front gave a heavy hint.
Please enjoy:James quickly opened the glove box to retrieve his interpreter notepad and pen.
Please enjoy:He spotted and scribbled down the names of the street signs as fast as he could
Please enjoy:before the light turned green.
Please enjoy:Just as he was about to finish,
Please enjoy:a car horn blared from behind
Please enjoy:as the cars in front had already left.
Please enjoy:James quickly pressed onto the gas and made the turn,
Please enjoy:his blood rushed throughout his ears as he drove home.
Please enjoy:No matter what, he needed to get home and open his phone book
Please enjoy:to look up more information about the place.
Please enjoy:A few days passed as James sat on the couch with a sprawl of notes scattered throughout his coffee table.
Please enjoy:The phonebook revealed the precise name and address of the gay bathhouse
Please enjoy:along with its operating hours.
Please enjoy:Though there was not much info he could discern about the place without calling.
Please enjoy:There was little info about what these hookup places were like.
Please enjoy:Most of the national and local newspaper articles would
Please enjoy:sensationalized them
Please enjoy:to be nothing more than run-down festering slums where drugs and sleezy gay sex took place.
Please enjoy:The only recent newspaper article about the specific bathhouse was its reopening in 1989,
Please enjoy:just a few months ago.
Please enjoy:There was little indication that anyone close to James would spot him there
Please enjoy:which was an immediate benefit.
Please enjoy:The building was hidden
Please enjoy:behind several tall office complexes and low-income apartments
Please enjoy:that most commuters wouldn’t pass unless taking a detour.
Please enjoy:After a few days,
Please enjoy:James compiled a plan to check out the location.
Please enjoy:He would leave behind his work beeper,
Please enjoy:take a bus route that situated close to the facility,
Please enjoy:and would wear dark shades to obscure his identity.
Please enjoy:At the most, he would bring a small gym bag, a notebook and pen,
Please enjoy:flip flops, a towel, some cash,
Please enjoy:and his driver’s license.
Please enjoy:He hoped people would just take him as an ordinary jogger.
Please enjoy:Though when the day came
Please enjoy:and he started to take the bus trip down to the bathhouse,
Please enjoy:pools of sweat beads down his face.
Please enjoy:No one in their right mind could recognize the grey alpine goat
Please enjoy:as this wasn’t his normal route and clothing attire.
Please enjoy:Still, he had to stretch out his hands and legs to prevent them from
Please enjoy:clenching up. Once the bus made the desired stop,
Please enjoy:he swiftly climbed out the door
Please enjoy:and headed towards the bathhouse a few blocks away.
Please enjoy:He blended in with the other pedestrians
Please enjoy:as he hoped it prevented the possibility of a coworker passing by
Please enjoy:while on their commute.
Please enjoy:After a few turns,
Please enjoy:James arrived in front of the bathhouse and approached the front desk.
Please enjoy:The heavyset tan wolf behind the plexiglass
Please enjoy:didn’t bat an eye when James approached.
Please enjoy:The wolf simply asked for payment and ID
Please enjoy:while he pointed at the sign that displayed all the rules.
Please enjoy:After the transaction,
Please enjoy:James was finally allowed entry into the facility.
Please enjoy:Once buzzed in the front doors,
Please enjoy:the alpine goat was greeted by the sight of two young handsome platinum foxes
Please enjoy:with towels around their waist.
Please enjoy:Every variety and species of men
Please enjoy:adorned the hallways
Please enjoy:and rooms of the facility.
Please enjoy:The halls buzzed with casual conversations
Please enjoy:as James made his way towards the locker rooms upstairs.
Please enjoy:His floppy ears heard side conversations of the clientele
Please enjoy:as the halls were mixed of small talk,
Please enjoy:sports conversations,
Please enjoy:blue collar work, and compliments.
Please enjoy:The décor of the bathhouse didn’t meet James expectations.
Please enjoy:Instead of loud colors,
Please enjoy:ostentatious furniture, or elaborate carpentry like he imagined,
Please enjoy:the inside looked no different than a casual gymnasium.
Please enjoy:Though it had the aesthetics of a casual gym,
Please enjoy:it wasn’t the main attraction.
Please enjoy:An array of saunas, pools, jacuzzis,
Please enjoy:locker rooms, small indoor theaters, and a roof patio were all provided
Please enjoy:by the facility that James took note of.
Please enjoy:There was one small detail that his ear picked up as he passed by a nearby door.
Please enjoy:Slight rumbles traveled under his hooved feet
Please enjoy:while the bass music climbed up from the basement.
Please enjoy:A symphony of sighs and moans accompanied the club music from the basement section called
Please enjoy:“The Dungeon”. A hot rush tickled up to the tips of his floppy ears while he fast walked past the door
Please enjoy:and headed for the locker rooms.
Please enjoy:He found an empty locker to undress
Please enjoy:and stashed his belongings in.
Please enjoy:Though as he stripped more of his clothing,
Please enjoy:James’s mind slowly filled with second guesses.
Please enjoy:He didn’t know exactly what the proper etiquette was.
Please enjoy:Truth be told, he was extremely nervous when he was down to his briefs.
Please enjoy:He had managed to come this far in the journey,
Please enjoy:yet his body tensed up.
Please enjoy:Perhaps once he made his way to the jacuzzi,
Please enjoy:he’ll be able to fully relax.
Please enjoy:A few men happened to walk into the locker room
Please enjoy:as they started to strip down from their street clothes.
Please enjoy:From the corner of his eyes,
Please enjoy:James could see three stallions in the room.
Please enjoy:Their body type reflected a spectrum of male physique of physical fitness.
Please enjoy:The stallion on the left
Please enjoy:was a well statured and slender chestnut Morgan stallion
Please enjoy:adorn with a white jockstrap.
Please enjoy:On the right was a heavy set muscular golden fur American quarter stallion
Please enjoy:that wore tight briefs.
Please enjoy:The two boasted about their recent weightlifting achievements earlier in the day.
Please enjoy:Though there was one in the center that was strangely quiet.
Please enjoy:A black and white male Irish cob stallion who stood amongst them.
Please enjoy:His back was turned to James though
Please enjoy:there was something immediately familiar about him.
Please enjoy:He had a long flowing white mane
Please enjoy:along with an elongated fluffy white horse tale that hung between his massive buttocks.
Please enjoy:The fur reflected a clashing tone of black and white paint.
Please enjoy:He had stripped down naked while a towel rested on his left shoulder.
Please enjoy:James backed into the corner as he realized who the stallion was.
Please enjoy:The Irish cob then looked over
Please enjoy:and took notice of the alpine goat.
Please enjoy:Dixon was taken aback to see his former interpreter.
Please enjoy:The goat’s pink nose and ears
Please enjoy:were pale as blood drained from his face.
Please enjoy:He stumbled backwards and slammed against the wall.
Please enjoy:The back of his head smashed into the drywall which caused his horns to lodge inside.
Please enjoy:James, unable to free his horns, sat stuck.
Please enjoy:He stared up with his mouth agape with shock and embarrassment.
Please enjoy:The two other stallions looked over
Please enjoy:and verbally asked James if he was alright.
Please enjoy:Dixon walked over and motioned him to wait
Please enjoy:as his strong arms carefully pried the horns out from the drywall.
Please enjoy:He then dusted off the bits of drywall from James’s horns
Please enjoy:and helped him up on his hooved feet.
Please enjoy:“You okay, JJ?” Dixon signed.
Please enjoy:James became lightheaded as his perplexed mind tried to make sense with what was happening.
Please enjoy:Echoed screams raced in his thoughts,
Please enjoy:“Oh God! Oh fuck! Why is this happening?
Please enjoy:Why is Dixon here?
Please enjoy:Just try and not look down. Don’t look down! Don’t look down, don’t look down…”
Please enjoy:James nodded before his eyes drifted down.
Please enjoy:He caught a better glimpse of Dixon’s
Please enjoy:muscular naked body in picture perfect detail.
Please enjoy:“Why the fuck did I look down!
Please enjoy:He’s so hot but… I can’t stay here!”
Please enjoy:James’s head voice screamed;
Please enjoy:he tightly clenched his teeth.
Please enjoy:After a few seconds,
Please enjoy:Dixon looked over to the two other stallions and motioned his head towards the door.
Please enjoy:The two took their cue and simply left Dixon and James alone
Please enjoy:inside the locker room.
Please enjoy:James finally snapped himself back into reality
Please enjoy:as the weight of the situation dawned on him.
Please enjoy:A pulsing headache plagued the alpine goat’s mind
Please enjoy:as he tried to concentrate.
Please enjoy:After a few false starts,
Please enjoy:Dixon brought his hands up to sign,
Please enjoy:“I never thought I would see you again.
Please enjoy:How long have you been coming here?”
Please enjoy:James quickly backed away and headed towards his locker,
Please enjoy:“I’m sorry, but I just remembered I left my work beeper at home.
Please enjoy:I really need to go!”
Please enjoy:James's shaky hands fidgeted with the locker key as he tried to retrieve his belongings.
Please enjoy:Dixon waved at James to get his attention.
Please enjoy:When that failed,
Please enjoy:Dixon reached over
Please enjoy:to clasped his right hand on the alpine goat’s left shoulder.
Please enjoy:James reluctantly looked over to Dixon
Please enjoy:as the stallion had a furrowed expression on his face.
Please enjoy:“You’re the only one here that can understand me so I’m not letting you ignore me.
Please enjoy:So, tell me, what’s up?
Please enjoy:What’s got you spooked?”
Please enjoy:Dixon asked. Hot air rushed out of James’s nostrils
Please enjoy:as he tried to calm himself down,
Please enjoy:“Listen, I can’t be here.
Please enjoy:If people knew I hung out with a former client in a place like this, my career is over!
Please enjoy:I’ll be stripped of my license and barred from interpreting professionally!
Please enjoy:It’s why I can’t be seen with you here!”
Please enjoy:Dixon let out a heavy sign,
Please enjoy:“I understand that you’re scared about your job.
Please enjoy:We are in the same boat!
Please enjoy:I get that meeting you here would have risks involved.
Please enjoy:But nobody needs to know that we’re here.
Please enjoy:You kept my doctor’s appointment a secret.
Please enjoy:Why can’t I just
Please enjoy:keep this between us?”
Please enjoy:“It’s sweet of you to offer,
Please enjoy:but I wouldn’t be a good fit for you.
Please enjoy:Plus, I’m sure there must be other deaf gay men you know.
Please enjoy:I can’t imagine anyone turning down a handsome guy like you?”
Please enjoy:James tried to play it off.
Please enjoy:Dixon’s ears flatten,
Please enjoy:“I never really had anyone else to talk to here.”
Please enjoy:James tilted his head,
Please enjoy:“But what about those other stallions that were with you earlier?”
Please enjoy:“Those guys? They’re from the gym nearby.
Please enjoy:They’ve taken me in since I helped spot them.
Please enjoy:But… they don’t really talk with me much.
Please enjoy:And none of my deaf friends know that I’m here.
Please enjoy:I never came across anyone else here that could understand sign language.
Please enjoy:And… I think most people here are scared of me.”
Please enjoy:James raises an eyebrow,
Please enjoy:“Why’s that?” Dixon lifted the splint to rub his right ring finger to soothe the soreness,
Please enjoy:“Well... I had a bad sex experience with a steer guy a few weeks ago.
Please enjoy:And since then, everyone has been standoffish around me.”
Please enjoy:“What happened?” James asked.
Please enjoy:Dixon looked visibly frustrated as he shook his hands to make them relax.
Please enjoy:He then continued,
Please enjoy:“We were having sex at the dungeon downstairs.
Please enjoy:I gave him a condom and had him put it on before we began.
Please enjoy:But… after a few minutes I felt him slide the condom off and he tried to fuck me unprotected.
Please enjoy:I motioned him to stop but he kept going.
Please enjoy:So… I bucked him off and punched his face to make him stop.
Please enjoy:Left him with a broken nose and a chipped tooth.”
Please enjoy:“I can’t believe someone would try and do that to you!
Please enjoy:That was awfully cruel of him!
Please enjoy:What happened after that?”
Please enjoy:James looked up to Dixon.
Please enjoy:“I was called in by management to explain myself.
Please enjoy:Course, they had to give me a pen and paper so I could tell them what happened.
Please enjoy:Because they’ve known me for years, they believed my side of the story and kicked the steer out.
Please enjoy:Still… I was worried that the asshole might have infected me.
Please enjoy:Which is why I got tested at the doctor’s office.
Please enjoy:And why I had to get a splint for my ring finger.”
Please enjoy:“I see… I’m sorry someone tried to take advantage of you like that.” “It just
Please enjoy:feels good to talk about it with someone, you know.
Please enjoy:I couldn’t talk about this with my deaf friends because they wouldn’t understand.
Please enjoy:And everyone else here, other than management,
Please enjoy:thought I was the aggressive asshole.”
Please enjoy:Dixon huffed with frustration.
Please enjoy:James bit his lower lip
Please enjoy:as his eyes looked up with empathy.
Please enjoy:He never seriously considered what it must have been like for Dixon to live with something like that.
Please enjoy:Even for a stunning
Please enjoy:handsome horse, there are only so few people that could know him on a deeper personal level.
Please enjoy:Dixon was trapped between two cultures,
Please enjoy:deaf culture and gay culture.
Please enjoy:Yet, the stallion couldn’t fully participate in both.
Please enjoy:James could see how the need to connect with someone would override the worries about breaking norms by befriending an interpreter.
Please enjoy:Dixon wasn’t just another client to serve,
Please enjoy:but a person with emotional wants and needs.
Please enjoy:While he hadn’t fully come to terms with his own sexuality,
Please enjoy:James still felt compelled to at least give the stallion a chance.
Please enjoy:James closed the gap between them,
Please enjoy:“I’m glad they allowed you to stay.
Please enjoy:I’m sorry for trying to dismiss you earlier.
Please enjoy:But… I won’t lie, it is nice seeing you again!”
Please enjoy:Dixon flashed a smile,
Please enjoy:“I’m happy to come across you again as well.
Please enjoy:So… would you like to come downstairs and join me in the hot tub?”
Please enjoy:James shuffled his feet,
Please enjoy:“I'd like to but… I really do need to head home.
Please enjoy:Not because I don’t like it here,
Please enjoy:I do! But… it just feels too public for me to get comfortable.
Please enjoy:Plus, I got a headache from that fall earlier.
Please enjoy:Maybe we can get to know each other at a more private place another time?”
Please enjoy:Dixon chuckled, “Fair enough,
Please enjoy:I know this might have been a lot for you.
Please enjoy:Do you have a notebook or a piece of paper?”
Please enjoy:James nodded and turned to retrieve his notebook and pen from the locker.
Please enjoy:He handed it to the stallion
Please enjoy:as Dixon started to write down his phone number along with the time and date for when to call.
Please enjoy:The alpine goat was perplexed as to why Dixon would be giving him a phone number.
Please enjoy:Dixon handed him the notebook,
Please enjoy:“Here, you can contact me with this number if you like to hang out again soon.
Please enjoy:I have a teletypewriter at home,
Please enjoy:it will allow me to receive and make phone calls to you.”
Please enjoy:James sucked in some air through his teeth,
Please enjoy:feeling dumb and forgetting that deaf people could use the phone lines through a TTY.
Please enjoy:After that moment of embarrassment washed away,
Please enjoy:he accepted the phone number and started to dress back into his street clothes.
Please enjoy:He then turned to the naked stallion and smiled.
Please enjoy:“I hope we see each other again,”
Please enjoy:James said before he extended his hand for a handshake.
Please enjoy:Dixon looked down at James’s hand and let out a small snicker.
Please enjoy:Instead, he reached over to give the alpine goat a long
Please enjoy:intimate hug. James froze in place as he felt the naked stallion softly press and grind his body into him.
Please enjoy:The alpine goat lightly placed his hands-on Dixon’s hips
Please enjoy:as the two locked eyes for a moment.
Please enjoy:The stallion leaned forward to leave a soft peck on James’s lips,
Please enjoy:which made the alpine goat squirm while he held onto Dixon tightly.
Please enjoy:Though as time passed,
Please enjoy:James’s body fully relaxed
Please enjoy:as his arms rested over Dixon’s hips.
Please enjoy:After the small kiss,
Please enjoy:Dixon gave a slight wink
Please enjoy:and carried the towel over his shoulder as he headed downstairs towards the jacuzzi.
Please enjoy:James on the other hand opted for the exit.
Please enjoy:Before James left the facility,
Please enjoy:he turned and saw Dixon blow him a kiss.
Please enjoy:The tips of James’s ears glowed like a tea kettle before he exited from the facility
Please enjoy:and made his way home.
Please enjoy:On the bus route home,
Please enjoy:he tightly held onto the notebook
Please enjoy:and admired Dixon’s handwriting.
Please enjoy:Even if he may never be able to interpret for Dixon professionally,
Please enjoy:the benefits of befriending and growing a closer bond with the stallion
Please enjoy:massively outweighed any drawbacks.
Please enjoy:For the time being,
Please enjoy:it will be their little secret.
Please enjoy:This was “Familiar Encounter” by Darius Davis,
Please enjoy:read for you by Khaki, your faithful fireside companion.
Please enjoy:You can find more stories on the web at thevoice.dog,
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