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“The Stars in Your Dreams Are the Eyes of What Hunts You” by James Stone (read by Dirt Coyote)

You know those dreams that feel like real life but something is a little off? Or been so tired that you don’t know when you fell into that 30 minute cat nap? That’s Will’s life recently, and it’s only getting worse…

Tonight’s story is “The Stars in Your Dreams Are the Eyes of What Hunts You” by James Stone, whose story “Cat Problems” closed our Ghost of Dog 2022. He has stories in Bleak Horizons by Furplanet and in A Swordmaster’s Tale by Armoured Fox Publishing.

Read by Dirt Coyote, whom it’ll take more than that to stop.

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specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

on

specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

the

specifics:

ledge

specifics:

and

specifics:

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specifics:

at

specifics:

his

specifics:

morbid

specifics:

joke.

specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

there;

specifics:

there

specifics:

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nothing

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specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

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upon,

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specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

Instead

specifics:

he

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could

specifics:

clearly

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specifics:

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specifics:

body

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specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

bright

specifics:

on

specifics:

his

specifics:

fur.

specifics:

Will

specifics:

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specifics:

to

specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

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seem

specifics:

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specifics:

quite

specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

and

specifics:

confusion

specifics:

welled

specifics:

up

specifics:

inside

specifics:

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specifics:

and

specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

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anguish.
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specifics:

wake

specifics:

up.

specifics:

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specifics:

just

specifics:

a

specifics:

dream,”

specifics:

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specifics:

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specifics:

saying,

specifics:

shaking

specifics:

his

specifics:

husband

specifics:

awake.

specifics:

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foggily

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specifics:

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specifics:

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of

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though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

cellphone

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though:

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though:

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though:

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head.

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though:

listened

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though:

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though:

up.
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though:

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though:

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though:

up?

though:

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though:

in

though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

shift…”
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again.

though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

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to

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do

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though:

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though:

said,

though:

accusingly.
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though:

ok,

though:

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though:

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though:

here. You

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though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

were

though:

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though:

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though:

in

though:

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though:

middle

though:

of the

though:

day?”
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though:

work.

though:

Caer,”

though:

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though:

said,

though:

shakily,

though:

his

though:

voice

though:

breaking. “I

though:

don’t

though:

remember

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though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

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on

though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

cracking.

though:

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though:

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though:

with

though:

me?

though:

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though:

isn’t

though:

normal!”
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though:

you

though:

seen

though:

anybody

though:

about

though:

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though:

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maybe

though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

ways.

though:

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though:

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see

though:

a

though:

shrink.”
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though:

eyes

though:

teared

though:

up. “I

though:

don’t

though:

understand

though:

what’s

though:

happening,

though:

Caer. I’m

though:

scared. I’m sorry.”
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though:

still

though:

here.

though:

Love

though:

you,

though:

Will.

though:

We’ll

though:

get

though:

through

though:

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though:

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though:

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though:

more

though:

months

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and

though:

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though:

be

though:

in

though:

your

though:

arms.

though:

Are

though:

you

though:

going

though:

to

though:

be

though:

ok?”
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though:

Will

though:

said, “I’ll

though:

be

though:

ok,

though:

I

though:

have

though:

to

though:

be.

though:

I’ll

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make

though:

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though:

appointment

though:

and

though:

see

though:

where

though:

that

though:

goes.

though:

Love

though:

you

though:

too, Caer.

though:

Talk

though:

to

though:

you later.”
“Ok,

though:

Chief.

though:

Talk

though:

to you

though:

soon.”
Will

though:

hit

though:

end

though:

on

though:

his

though:

phone,

though:

left

though:

the

though:

stall

though:

and

though:

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though:

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though:

washroom.

though:

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though:

back

though:

to

though:

his

though:

desk,

though:

he

though:

kept

though:

feeling

though:

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though:

eyes

though:

of

though:

his

though:

coworkers

though:

on

though:

him.

though:

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though:

must

though:

know

though:

he

though:

was

though:

cracking

though:

up.

though:

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though:

he’d

though:

catch

though:

one

though:

of

though:

his

though:

coworker’s gazes

though:

they

though:

looked

though:

away

though:

quickly.

though:

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though:

felt

though:

depression

though:

creep

though:

up,

though:

and

though:

sighed.

though:

Yep,

though:

he

though:

needed

though:

a

doctor:

doctor:

either

doctor:

a

doctor:

sleep

doctor:

doctor

doctor:

or a

doctor:

mental

doctor:

health

doctor:

professional.

doctor:

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doctor:

the

doctor:

very

doctor:

least

doctor:

his

doctor:

continued

doctor:

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doctor:

at

doctor:

the

doctor:

bank

doctor:

depended

doctor:

on

doctor:

it.
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doctor:

sat

doctor:

back

doctor:

down

doctor:

at

doctor:

his

doctor:

computer,

doctor:

sliding

doctor:

the

doctor:

garbage

doctor:

further

doctor:

back

doctor:

under

doctor:

his

doctor:

desk

doctor:

for

doctor:

now.

doctor:

Will

doctor:

closed

doctor:

his

doctor:

browser

doctor:

and

doctor:

tried

doctor:

to

doctor:

concentrate

doctor:

on

doctor:

his account

doctor:

spreadsheet,

doctor:

but

doctor:

memories

doctor:

of

doctor:

the

doctor:

dream

doctor:

kept

doctor:

distracting

doctor:

him.

doctor:

It

doctor:

wasn’t

doctor:

long

doctor:

before

doctor:

his

doctor:

supervisor

doctor:

approached

doctor:

Will’s

doctor:

desk

doctor:

and

doctor:

asked

doctor:

if

doctor:

there

doctor:

was

doctor:

anything

doctor:

wrong.
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doctor:

sir.

doctor:

Sorry,

doctor:

just

doctor:

think

doctor:

I’m

doctor:

coming

doctor:

down

doctor:

with

doctor:

a

doctor:

stomach

doctor:

bug,”

doctor:

Will

doctor:

said.
“Well,

doctor:

why

doctor:

don’t

doctor:

you

doctor:

take

doctor:

the

doctor:

rest

doctor:

of

doctor:

the

doctor:

afternoon

doctor:

off

doctor:

before

doctor:

you

doctor:

make

doctor:

anyone

doctor:

else

doctor:

sick,”

doctor:

his

doctor:

supervisor

doctor:

replied. “Go

doctor:

on,

doctor:

and

doctor:

drop

doctor:

your

doctor:

garbage

doctor:

can

doctor:

off

doctor:

by

doctor:

the

doctor:

janitor’s

doctor:

closet.

doctor:

Take

doctor:

care

doctor:

of

doctor:

yourself,

doctor:

Will.”
Will

doctor:

gathered

doctor:

his

doctor:

things

doctor:

and

doctor:

wondered

doctor:

how

doctor:

his

doctor:

keepsake

doctor:

bone

doctor:

from

doctor:

their

doctor:

honeymoon

doctor:

was

doctor:

among

doctor:

them.

doctor:

Why

doctor:

would

doctor:

he

doctor:

have

doctor:

brought

doctor:

it

doctor:

to

doctor:

work?

doctor:

It

doctor:

had

doctor:

been

doctor:

on

doctor:

his

doctor:

nightstand

doctor:

ever

doctor:

since

doctor:

they

doctor:

got

doctor:

back.

doctor:

He

doctor:

must

doctor:

have

doctor:

been

doctor:

playing

doctor:

with

doctor:

it

doctor:

when

doctor:

he

doctor:

got

doctor:

ready

doctor:

that

doctor:

morning

doctor:

and

doctor:

picked

doctor:

it

doctor:

up

doctor:

along

doctor:

with

doctor:

his

doctor:

keys.

doctor:

He

doctor:

locked

doctor:

his

doctor:

computer

doctor:

screen,

doctor:

carefully

doctor:

carried

doctor:

his

doctor:

garbage

doctor:

can

doctor:

to

doctor:

the

doctor:

janitor’s

doctor:

closet,

doctor:

and

doctor:

stopped

doctor:

by

doctor:

the

doctor:

lobby

doctor:

shop

doctor:

for

doctor:

a

doctor:

couple

doctor:

cups

doctor:

of

doctor:

coffee

doctor:

to

doctor:

last

doctor:

him

doctor:

the

doctor:

ride

doctor:

home.

doctor:

He

doctor:

wasn’t

doctor:

in

doctor:

any

doctor:

condition

doctor:

to

doctor:

fall

doctor:

asleep

doctor:

on

doctor:

the

doctor:

bus.

doctor:

Will

doctor:

arrived

doctor:

home

doctor:

without

doctor:

incident

doctor:

other

doctor:

than

doctor:

replaying

doctor:

the

doctor:

nightmare

doctor:

in

doctor:

his

doctor:

mind,

doctor:

reliving

doctor:

those

doctor:

moments

doctor:

of

doctor:

loss

doctor:

and

doctor:

horror.

doctor:

He

doctor:

sat

doctor:

up

doctor:

in

doctor:

his

doctor:

chair

doctor:

in

doctor:

the

doctor:

living

doctor:

room

doctor:

most

doctor:

of

doctor:

the

doctor:

night,

doctor:

buzzing

doctor:

from

doctor:

the

doctor:

caffeine

doctor:

and

doctor:

afraid

doctor:

to

doctor:

sleep.

doctor:

When

doctor:

he

doctor:

finally

doctor:

dropped

doctor:

off,

doctor:

it

doctor:

was

doctor:

to

doctor:

an

doctor:

uneventful

doctor:

sleep

doctor:

and

doctor:

dreams

doctor:

he

doctor:

didn’t

doctor:

remember.
- - -
Over

doctor:

the

doctor:

next

doctor:

several

doctor:

days

doctor:

Will

doctor:

didn’t

doctor:

have

doctor:

any more

doctor:

nightmares,

doctor:

possibly

doctor:

from

doctor:

his

doctor:

prophylactic

doctor:

use

doctor:

of

doctor:

a

doctor:

shot

doctor:

of

doctor:

whisky

doctor:

before

doctor:

bed,

doctor:

and

doctor:

he

doctor:

was

doctor:

able

doctor:

to

doctor:

see

doctor:

the

doctor:

sleep

doctor:

specialist

doctor:

on

doctor:

a

doctor:

Friday

doctor:

afternoon.

doctor:

The

doctor:

doctor,

doctor:

a

doctor:

shabby-looking

doctor:

pelican

doctor:

named

doctor:

Croaker,

doctor:

escorted

doctor:

Will

doctor:

into

doctor:

his

doctor:

office. “So

doctor:

what’s

doctor:

the

doctor:

reason

doctor:

for

doctor:

your

doctor:

visit

doctor:

today?”
“Well,

doctor:

doctor,

doctor:

I’ve

doctor:

been

doctor:

having

doctor:

pretty

doctor:

bad

doctor:

nightmares

doctor:

over

doctor:

the

doctor:

past

doctor:

few

doctor:

weeks.”
“I

doctor:

see.

doctor:

Are

doctor:

they

doctor:

more

doctor:

frequent

doctor:

than

doctor:

in

doctor:

the

doctor:

past?”

doctor:

Croaker

doctor:

asked.

doctor:

The

doctor:

doctor’s

doctor:

grey-tipped

doctor:

feathers

doctor:

filled

doctor:

Will’s

doctor:

vision

doctor:

as

doctor:

he

doctor:

leaned

doctor:

in

doctor:

close

doctor:

to

doctor:

check

doctor:

the

doctor:

weasel’s

doctor:

blood

doctor:

pressure

doctor:

and

doctor:

pulse.
“Both

doctor:

more

doctor:

frequent

doctor:

and,

doctor:

um,

doctor:

more

doctor:

disturbing.”
“Do you have any

doctor:

new

doctor:

stress

doctor:

in

doctor:

your

doctor:

life?”

doctor:

Croaker

doctor:

asked

doctor:

as

doctor:

he

doctor:

continued

doctor:

to

doctor:

examine

doctor:

his

doctor:

patient.
“My

doctor:

husband is

doctor:

off

doctor:

on

doctor:

business

doctor:

in

doctor:

Alberta

doctor:

and

doctor:

I

doctor:

miss

doctor:

him,”

doctor:

Will

doctor:

said,

doctor:

kicking

doctor:

his

doctor:

heels

doctor:

under

doctor:

his

doctor:

chair,

doctor:

staring

doctor:

at

doctor:

the

doctor:

floor.

doctor:

Sitting

doctor:

here and

doctor:

talking

doctor:

about

doctor:

the

doctor:

nightmares

doctor:

seemed

doctor:

so

doctor:

childish.

doctor:

They

doctor:

were

doctor:

just

doctor:

dreams.

doctor:

Nothing

doctor:

more.

doctor:

He

doctor:

was

doctor:

wasting

doctor:

the

doctor:

doctor’s

doctor:

time.
“Any

doctor:

other

doctor:

symptoms?

doctor:

Do

doctor:

you

doctor:

wake

doctor:

up

doctor:

with

doctor:

headaches?

doctor:

Are

doctor:

you

doctor:

sleeping

doctor:

restlessly?

doctor:

Taking

doctor:

a

doctor:

long

doctor:

time

doctor:

to

doctor:

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doctor:

asleep?

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doctor:

during

doctor:

the

doctor:

day?

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up

doctor:

and

doctor:

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doctor:

like

doctor:

you

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are

doctor:

suffocating?”
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doctor:

last

doctor:

two,”

doctor:

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doctor:

said,

doctor:

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up

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to

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the

doctor:

doctor

doctor:

hopefully.
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doctor:

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doctor:

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seeming

doctor:

pleased.

doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

out

doctor:

the

doctor:

feathers

doctor:

of

doctor:

his

doctor:

arms

doctor:

and

doctor:

continued, “There’s

doctor:

a

doctor:

condition

doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

causes

doctor:

those

doctor:

symptoms.

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doctor:

body

doctor:

stops

doctor:

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doctor:

during

doctor:

sleep

doctor:

for

doctor:

brief

doctor:

periods.

doctor:

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doctor:

it

doctor:

realizes

doctor:

it’s not

doctor:

breathing,

doctor:

it

doctor:

takes

doctor:

a

doctor:

breath

doctor:

and

doctor:

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doctor:

you

doctor:

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doctor:

a

doctor:

lighter

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doctor:

state.

doctor:

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doctor:

disrupted

doctor:

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doctor:

cycle

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doctor:

what

doctor:

causes

doctor:

you

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doctor:

feel

doctor:

tired

doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

at

doctor:

your

doctor:

desk.

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doctor:

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doctor:

to

doctor:

schedule

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a

doctor:

sleep

doctor:

study

doctor:

to

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be

doctor:

sure.”
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doctor:

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doctor:

that

doctor:

something

doctor:

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overweight

doctor:

people

doctor:

get?

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doctor:

never

doctor:

had

doctor:

a

doctor:

problem

doctor:

sleeping

doctor:

before.”
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doctor:

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doctor:

investigate

doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

just

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to rule

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it

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out,”

doctor:

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doctor:

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his

doctor:

big

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doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

all

doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

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was

doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

of

doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

time.
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doctor:

soon could

doctor:

we

doctor:

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doctor:

that,

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doctor:

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to

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doctor:

laptop

doctor:

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up

doctor:

the

doctor:

schedule

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for

doctor:

the

doctor:

sleep

doctor:

lab. “Well,

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doctor:

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doctor:

like

doctor:

we

doctor:

could

doctor:

set

doctor:

an

doctor:

appointment

doctor:

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doctor:

week

doctor:

from

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doctor:

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doctor:

you

doctor:

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up

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doctor:

monitors

doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

meantime,

doctor:

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doctor:

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get

doctor:

some

doctor:

background

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data

doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

willing

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doctor:

wear

doctor:

a

doctor:

monitor

doctor:

each

doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

on

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want.

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doctor:

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doctor:

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in

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doctor:

you,”

doctor:

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doctor:

added,

doctor:

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doctor:

his

doctor:

demeanor

doctor:

a

doctor:

bit

doctor:

when

doctor:

he

doctor:

noticed

doctor:

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doctor:

nervousness.
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doctor:

agreed

doctor:

to

doctor:

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doctor:

appointment,

doctor:

and

doctor:

when

doctor:

the

doctor:

doctor

doctor:

showed

doctor:

him

doctor:

out

doctor:

he

doctor:

handed

doctor:

the

doctor:

weasel

doctor:

the

doctor:

monitor

doctor:

and

doctor:

video

doctor:

logger.

doctor:

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doctor:

paid

doctor:

for

doctor:

the

doctor:

visit,

doctor:

thanked

doctor:

the

doctor:

doctor

doctor:

and

doctor:

left

doctor:

the

doctor:

office.

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doctor:

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doctor:

hallway

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was

doctor:

quiet

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as

doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

for

doctor:

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doctor:

elevator.

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doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

numbers

doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

bit,

doctor:

thinking

doctor:

that

doctor:

really

doctor:

all

doctor:

he

doctor:

probably

doctor:

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doctor:

get

doctor:

these

doctor:

dreams

doctor:

to

doctor:

stop

doctor:

was

doctor:

to

doctor:

have

doctor:

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doctor:

back

doctor:

home

doctor:

again.

doctor:

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doctor:

drove

doctor:

home,

doctor:

fixed

doctor:

dinner

doctor:

and

doctor:

had

doctor:

his

doctor:

nightly

doctor:

chat

doctor:

with

doctor:

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doctor:

he

doctor:

was

doctor:

done

doctor:

he

doctor:

got

doctor:

ready

doctor:

for

doctor:

bed

doctor:

and

doctor:

set

doctor:

up

doctor:

the

doctor:

video

doctor:

recorder,

doctor:

and

doctor:

attached

doctor:

the

doctor:

sleep

doctor:

monitor

doctor:

to

doctor:

his

doctor:

wrist.

doctor:

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doctor:

started

doctor:

sleeping

doctor:

almost

doctor:

the

doctor:

second

doctor:

he

doctor:

got

doctor:

into

doctor:

bed,

doctor:

and

doctor:

the

doctor:

dream

doctor:

started

doctor:

soon

doctor:

after.
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“Hey

doctor:

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doctor:

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doctor:

kind

doctor:

of

doctor:

drizzly

doctor:

out.

doctor:

You

doctor:

want

doctor:

to

doctor:

go

doctor:

shopping

doctor:

downtown?”

doctor:

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doctor:

asked

doctor:

from

doctor:

the

doctor:

couch.
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doctor:

What

doctor:

sense

doctor:

does

doctor:

that

doctor:

make?

doctor:

It’s

doctor:

raining

doctor:

and

doctor:

you

doctor:

want

doctor:

to

doctor:

shop?”

doctor:

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doctor:

asked.

doctor:

Caer

doctor:

had

doctor:

been

doctor:

back

doctor:

home

doctor:

for

doctor:

almost

doctor:

a

doctor:

year.

doctor:

Will’s

doctor:

nightmares

doctor:

had

doctor:

settled

doctor:

down

doctor:

when

doctor:

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doctor:

returned

doctor:

home,

doctor:

just

doctor:

like

doctor:

he

doctor:

expected

doctor:

they

doctor:

would.

doctor:

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doctor:

sleep

doctor:

study

doctor:

was

doctor:

just

doctor:

a

doctor:

waste

doctor:

of

doctor:

time

doctor:

and

doctor:

money.
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doctor:

like

doctor:

walking

doctor:

in

doctor:

the

doctor:

rain.

doctor:

I

doctor:

like

doctor:

how

doctor:

it

doctor:

feels

doctor:

on

doctor:

my

doctor:

fur;

doctor:

how

doctor:

it

doctor:

feels

doctor:

falling

doctor:

past

doctor:

my

doctor:

whiskers.”
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doctor:

Anything

doctor:

for

doctor:

you,

doctor:

Caer,

doctor:

just

doctor:

let

doctor:

me

doctor:

get

doctor:

my

doctor:

jacket and

doctor:

umbrella.

doctor:

You

doctor:

may

doctor:

like

doctor:

the

doctor:

rain,

doctor:

but

doctor:

I

doctor:

don’t

doctor:

want

doctor:

to

doctor:

get

doctor:

soaked.”
Will

doctor:

got his

doctor:

bright

doctor:

green

doctor:

rain

doctor:

jacket

doctor:

and

doctor:

hat

doctor:

from

doctor:

the

doctor:

closet

doctor:

and

doctor:

met

doctor:

Caer

doctor:

at

doctor:

the

doctor:

door.

doctor:

A

doctor:

quick

doctor:

kiss

doctor:

that

doctor:

threatened

doctor:

to

doctor:

become

doctor:

longer,

doctor:

and

doctor:

they

doctor:

were

doctor:

out

doctor:

into

doctor:

the

doctor:

rainy

doctor:

afternoon.

doctor:

Down

doctor:

the

doctor:

street,

doctor:

arms

doctor:

linked.

doctor:

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doctor:

point

doctor:

out

doctor:

things

doctor:

in

doctor:

the

doctor:

store

doctor:

windows

doctor:

to

doctor:

each

doctor:

other.

doctor:

Will

doctor:

had

doctor:

to

doctor:

admit

doctor:

that

doctor:

Caer

doctor:

standing

doctor:

with

doctor:

drops

doctor:

of

doctor:

rain

doctor:

coming

doctor:

off

doctor:

his

doctor:

whiskers

doctor:

was

doctor:

rather

doctor:

adorable.
The

doctor:

two

doctor:

weasels

doctor:

walked

doctor:

for

doctor:

several

doctor:

blocks.

doctor:

The

doctor:

buildings

doctor:

were

doctor:

getting

doctor:

denser.

doctor:

More

doctor:

and

doctor:

more

doctor:

folks

doctor:

walking

doctor:

on

doctor:

the

doctor:

sidewalk;

doctor:

enough

doctor:

people

doctor:

that

doctor:

the

doctor:

couple

doctor:

had

doctor:

to

doctor:

stop

doctor:

holding

doctor:

hands.

doctor:

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doctor:

times

doctor:

they

doctor:

would

doctor:

be

doctor:

forced

doctor:

apart

doctor:

from

doctor:

each

doctor:

other

doctor:

by

doctor:

others

doctor:

hurrying

doctor:

down

doctor:

the

doctor:

path,

doctor:

and

doctor:

never

doctor:

managed

doctor:

to

doctor:

get

doctor:

back

doctor:

together

doctor:

before

doctor:

someone

doctor:

else

doctor:

pushed

doctor:

past.

doctor:

What

doctor:

had

doctor:

begun

doctor:

as

doctor:

a

doctor:

slow

doctor:

stream

doctor:

of

doctor:

people

doctor:

had

doctor:

become

doctor:

a

doctor:

river,

doctor:

steady

doctor:

and

doctor:

unrelenting.
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doctor:

it

doctor:

happened,

doctor:

it

doctor:

was

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sudden:

bike

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messenger

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was

sudden:

riding

sudden:

down

sudden:

the

sudden:

sidewalk.

sudden:

He

sudden:

was

sudden:

yelling “coming

sudden:

through

sudden:

on

sudden:

your

sudden:

left!”

sudden:

but

sudden:

Caer

sudden:

got

sudden:

confused

sudden:

and

sudden:

moved

sudden:

into

sudden:

his

sudden:

path.

sudden:

The

sudden:

cyclist collided

sudden:

with

sudden:

Caer

sudden:

and

sudden:

the

sudden:

weasel

sudden:

got

sudden:

knocked

sudden:

into

sudden:

the

sudden:

street.

sudden:

There

sudden:

was

sudden:

a

sudden:

big

sudden:

truck

sudden:

driving

sudden:

in

sudden:

the

sudden:

road,

sudden:

and

sudden:

had

sudden:

the

sudden:

pavement

sudden:

been

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dry

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it

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would

sudden:

have

sudden:

been

sudden:

able

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to

sudden:

stop.

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sudden:

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wet,

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there

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was

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no

sudden:

chance.

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hit

sudden:

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with

sudden:

a

sudden:

glancing

sudden:

blow,

sudden:

but

sudden:

hard

sudden:

enough

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to

sudden:

spin

sudden:

him

sudden:

around

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like

sudden:

a

sudden:

ragdoll.

sudden:

That

sudden:

pushed

sudden:

him

sudden:

into

sudden:

the

sudden:

next

sudden:

lane

sudden:

and

sudden:

the

sudden:

car

sudden:

traveling

sudden:

there

sudden:

made

sudden:

a

sudden:

more

sudden:

solid

sudden:

hit.

sudden:

Will

sudden:

felt

sudden:

the

sudden:

sound

sudden:

of

sudden:

the

sudden:

impact in

sudden:

his

sudden:

chest,

sudden:

and

sudden:

his

sudden:

vision

sudden:

tunneled.
He

sudden:

saw

sudden:

Caer

sudden:

fold

sudden:

over

sudden:

the

sudden:

hood

sudden:

of

sudden:

that

sudden:

car,

sudden:

and

sudden:

when

sudden:

it

sudden:

came

sudden:

to

sudden:

a

sudden:

stop

sudden:

he

sudden:

rolled

sudden:

off

sudden:

into

sudden:

the

sudden:

street

sudden:

limply.

sudden:

Will

sudden:

shouted

sudden:

and

sudden:

ran

sudden:

to

sudden:

the

sudden:

road,

sudden:

but

sudden:

it

sudden:

seemed

sudden:

as

sudden:

if

sudden:

everybody

sudden:

in

sudden:

Toronto

sudden:

was

sudden:

in

sudden:

his

sudden:

way.

sudden:

He

sudden:

was

sudden:

pushing

sudden:

and

sudden:

being

sudden:

pushed

sudden:

and

sudden:

being

sudden:

turned

sudden:

around,

sudden:

and

sudden:

every

sudden:

time

sudden:

he

sudden:

looked

sudden:

back

sudden:

to

sudden:

where

sudden:

Caer

sudden:

lay

sudden:

in

sudden:

the

sudden:

street

sudden:

the

sudden:

stricken

sudden:

weasel

sudden:

had

sudden:

moved

sudden:

a

sudden:

little

sudden:

further

sudden:

out

sudden:

of

sudden:

traffic.

sudden:

The

sudden:

people

sudden:

who

sudden:

had

sudden:

hit

sudden:

him

sudden:

had

sudden:

stopped,

sudden:

but

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were

sudden:

just

sudden:

standing

sudden:

and

sudden:

staring

sudden:

instead

sudden:

of

sudden:

making

sudden:

any

sudden:

attempt

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to

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help.

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People

sudden:

were

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carrying

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on

sudden:

with

sudden:

their

sudden:

business

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on

sudden:

the

sudden:

sidewalks.

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It

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was

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as

sudden:

if

sudden:

no

sudden:

one,

sudden:

other

sudden:

than

sudden:

Will,

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cared

sudden:

that

sudden:

Caer

sudden:

was

sudden:

badly

sudden:

injured

sudden:

in

sudden:

the

sudden:

road.
Will

sudden:

finally

sudden:

made

sudden:

it

sudden:

through

sudden:

the

sudden:

maddeningly

sudden:

slow

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crowd,

sudden:

pushing

sudden:

his

sudden:

way

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to

sudden:

his

sudden:

husband’s

sudden:

side.

sudden:

Caer

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looked

sudden:

bad.

sudden:

Both

sudden:

legs

sudden:

were

sudden:

visibly

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broken,

sudden:

as

sudden:

was

sudden:

his

sudden:

left

sudden:

arm.

sudden:

There

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was

sudden:

blood

sudden:

all

sudden:

over

sudden:

the

sudden:

pavement,

sudden:

and

sudden:

it

sudden:

was

sudden:

dripping

sudden:

from

sudden:

Caer’s

sudden:

nose

sudden:

and

sudden:

mouth.

sudden:

Large

sudden:

patches

sudden:

of

sudden:

fur

sudden:

had

sudden:

been

sudden:

torn

sudden:

from

sudden:

his

sudden:

body

sudden:

in

sudden:

various

sudden:

places.

sudden:

Will

sudden:

held

sudden:

Caer

sudden:

to

sudden:

his

sudden:

chest,

sudden:

ignoring

sudden:

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intake

sudden:

of

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breath

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that

sudden:

the

sudden:

injured

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weasel

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made

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when

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his

sudden:

body

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shifted. “Has

sudden:

someone called 911?”

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to

sudden:

the

sudden:

crowd.

sudden:

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sudden:

moved

sudden:

or

sudden:

acknowledged

sudden:

him.

sudden:

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sudden:

one

sudden:

paw

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he

sudden:

started

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searching

sudden:

his

sudden:

pockets

sudden:

for

sudden:

his

sudden:

phone

sudden:

but

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segments:

started

segments:

watching

segments:

the

segments:

second

segments:

file.
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segments:

big

segments:

hurdle

segments:

in

segments:

this

segments:

task

segments:

was

segments:

how

segments:

uninteresting

segments:

it

segments:

was.

segments:

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segments:

the

segments:

time

segments:

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segments:

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segments:

to

segments:

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segments:

and

segments:

at

segments:

most

segments:

he

segments:

could

segments:

only

segments:

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segments:

forward 8x

segments:

speed

segments:

for

segments:

fear

segments:

of

segments:

missing

segments:

the

segments:

intruder

segments:

when

segments:

they

segments:

passed

segments:

through

segments:

the

segments:

bedroom.

segments:

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segments:

sipped

segments:

his

segments:

coffee

segments:

and

segments:

peered

segments:

at

segments:

the

segments:

screen,

segments:

yawning

segments:

heavily.

segments:

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segments:

had

segments:

just

segments:

about

segments:

given

segments:

up

segments:

when

segments:

he

segments:

saw

segments:

a

segments:

shadow

segments:

slip

segments:

through

segments:

the

segments:

frame.

segments:

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segments:

squeaked

segments:

and

segments:

paused

segments:

the

segments:

video

segments:

playback,

segments:

his

segments:

swinging

segments:

paw

segments:

knocking

segments:

his

segments:

coffee

segments:

off

segments:

the

segments:

table

segments:

onto

segments:

the

segments:

floor.

segments:

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segments:

cursed

segments:

and

segments:

went

segments:

to

segments:

the

segments:

kitchen

segments:

to

segments:

get

segments:

a

segments:

towel

segments:

to

segments:

clean

segments:

up

segments:

the

segments:

spill.

segments:

Upon

segments:

returning,

segments:

Will

segments:

stood

segments:

frozen.

segments:

On

segments:

the

segments:

screen

segments:

was

segments:

a

segments:

shadowed

figure:

figure:

short,

figure:

with

figure:

broad

figure:

shoulders

figure:

and

figure:

a

figure:

long

figure:

tapering

figure:

nose

figure:

that

figure:

dangled

figure:

in

figure:

front

figure:

of

figure:

its

figure:

mouth.

figure:

The

figure:

eyes

figure:

seemed

figure:

to

figure:

burn

figure:

with

figure:

a

figure:

sulfur

figure:

glow

figure:

in

figure:

the

figure:

dimness

figure:

of

figure:

the

figure:

bedroom.

figure:

What

figure:

in

figure:

hell

figure:

was

figure:

it?

figure:

How

figure:

did

figure:

it

figure:

get

figure:

in?

figure:

He

figure:

sat

figure:

again,

figure:

the

figure:

coffee

figure:

forgotten,

figure:

and

figure:

rewound

figure:

slowly

figure:

to

figure:

a

figure:

few

figure:

minutes

figure:

prior.

figure:

Will

figure:

stared

figure:

in

figure:

surprise

figure:

as

figure:

it

figure:

emerged

figure:

from

figure:

beneath

figure:

the

figure:

bed.

figure:

Was

figure:

it

figure:

there

figure:

all

figure:

night

figure:

with

figure:

him

figure:

sleeping

figure:

above

figure:

it,

figure:

and

figure:

was

figure:

the

figure:

open

figure:

door a

figure:

sign

figure:

that it

figure:

had

figure:

left?
To

figure:

check the

figure:

second,

figure:

Will

figure:

fast

figure:

forwarded

figure:

the

figure:

rest

figure:

of

figure:

the

figure:

recording

figure:

until

figure:

he

figure:

saw

figure:

himself

figure:

moving

figure:

through

figure:

the

figure:

scene.

figure:

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figure:

never

figure:

saw

figure:

it

figure:

again,

figure:

and

figure:

breathed

figure:

a

figure:

sigh

figure:

of

figure:

relief.

figure:

His

figure:

right

figure:

paw

figure:

unclenched

figure:

on

figure:

the

figure:

damp,

figure:

and

figure:

now

figure:

cool,

figure:

rag

figure:

and

figure:

dropped

figure:

it

figure:

on

figure:

the

figure:

coffee

figure:

spill.

figure:

He

figure:

wondered

figure:

how

figure:

long

figure:

he

figure:

had

figure:

been

figure:

staring

figure:

at

figure:

the

figure:

video

figure:

for

figure:

the

figure:

rag

figure:

to

figure:

have

figure:

gone

figure:

cold.

figure:

Had

figure:

he

figure:

fallen

figure:

asleep?
The

figure:

rag

figure:

and

figure:

the

figure:

coffee

figure:

weren’t

figure:

the

figure:

only

figure:

things

cold:

cold:

Will

cold:

himself

cold:

was

cold:

chilled. His

cold:

fur

cold:

was

cold:

fluffed

cold:

out

cold:

trying

cold:

to

cold:

capture

cold:

what

cold:

heat

cold:

from

cold:

his

cold:

body

cold:

it

cold:

could,

cold:

but

cold:

he

cold:

really

cold:

needed

cold:

a

cold:

sweater.

cold:

He

cold:

yawned

cold:

hugely

cold:

and

cold:

went

cold:

to

cold:

the

cold:

bedroom

cold:

closet

cold:

for

cold:

one.

cold:

When

cold:

he

cold:

emerged

cold:

he

cold:

stared

cold:

at

cold:

the

cold:

shadows

cold:

under

cold:

the

cold:

bed

cold:

and

cold:

chuckled

cold:

to

cold:

himself. “Really,

cold:

a

cold:

monster

cold:

under

cold:

the

cold:

bed?”

cold:

he

cold:

thought.

cold:

Still,

cold:

he

cold:

recalled

cold:

that

cold:

he

cold:

hadn’t

cold:

checked

cold:

under

cold:

the

cold:

bed

cold:

in

cold:

his

cold:

search

cold:

for

cold:

the

intruder:

intruder:

the

intruder:

space

intruder:

was

intruder:

too

intruder:

narrow

intruder:

to

intruder:

accommodate

intruder:

even

intruder:

the

intruder:

weasel’s

intruder:

slim

intruder:

form.

intruder:

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intruder:

knelt

intruder:

on

intruder:

the

intruder:

floor

intruder:

and

intruder:

crawled

intruder:

over

intruder:

to

intruder:

the

intruder:

bed.

intruder:

He

intruder:

put

intruder:

his

intruder:

head

intruder:

to

intruder:

the

intruder:

floor

intruder:

and,

intruder:

tensing,

intruder:

flipped

intruder:

up

intruder:

the

intruder:

bedskirt.

intruder:

Sulfur

intruder:

eyes

intruder:

kindled

intruder:

in

intruder:

the

intruder:

darkness

intruder:

and

intruder:

grew

intruder:

as

intruder:

Will

intruder:

shrieked

intruder:

and

intruder:

scrambled away

intruder:

against

intruder:

the

intruder:

wall. “No

intruder:

no

intruder:

no.

intruder:

No

intruder:

no

intruder:

no,”

intruder:

Will

intruder:

said,

intruder:

a

intruder:

mantra

intruder:

against

intruder:

the

intruder:

shape

intruder:

emerging

intruder:

from

intruder:

beneath

intruder:

the

intruder:

bed.
He

intruder:

had

intruder:

nothing

intruder:

at

intruder:

hand

intruder:

to

intruder:

fight

intruder:

with;

intruder:

his

intruder:

knife

intruder:

was

intruder:

out

intruder:

by

intruder:

his

intruder:

computer.

intruder:

He

intruder:

stood

intruder:

and

intruder:

fled

intruder:

out

intruder:

the

intruder:

door,

intruder:

down

intruder:

the

intruder:

hall

intruder:

to

intruder:

the

intruder:

computer.

intruder:

He

intruder:

snatched

intruder:

up

intruder:

the

intruder:

blade

intruder:

and

intruder:

turned,

intruder:

crouching

intruder:

to

intruder:

spring,

intruder:

his

intruder:

tail

intruder:

flicking

intruder:

side

intruder:

to side.

intruder:

Whatever

intruder:

it

intruder:

was,

intruder:

it

intruder:

wasn’t

intruder:

in

intruder:

a

intruder:

hurry.

intruder:

It

intruder:

slowly

intruder:

flowed

intruder:

down

intruder:

the

intruder:

hall,

intruder:

coming

intruder:

towards

intruder:

the

intruder:

weasel

intruder:

with

intruder:

tapir-like

intruder:

nose

intruder:

raised

intruder:

up

intruder:

like

intruder:

it

intruder:

was

intruder:

scenting

intruder:

for

intruder:

Will.
He

intruder:

didn’t

intruder:

even

intruder:

consider

intruder:

further

intruder:

flight.

intruder:

He

intruder:

leapt

intruder:

at

intruder:

it

intruder:

and

intruder:

started

intruder:

stabbing,

intruder:

deep

intruder:

into

intruder:

its

intruder:

chest

intruder:

and

intruder:

abdomen.

intruder:

It

intruder:

cried

intruder:

out

intruder:

and

intruder:

sank

intruder:

to

intruder:

the

intruder:

floor,

intruder:

the

intruder:

weasel

intruder:

riding

intruder:

it

intruder:

down while

intruder:

still

intruder:

attacking.

intruder:

Its

intruder:

nose

intruder:

swung

intruder:

feebly

intruder:

towards

intruder:

Will’s

intruder:

mouth,

intruder:

but

intruder:

by

intruder:

now

intruder:

it

intruder:

was

intruder:

bleeding

intruder:

from

intruder:

a

intruder:

dozen

intruder:

wounds.

intruder:

As

intruder:

Will

intruder:

stabbed,

intruder:

it

intruder:

was

intruder:

trying

intruder:

to

intruder:

speak,

intruder:

eventually

intruder:

getting

intruder:

the

intruder:

words “Will,

intruder:

stop.”

intruder:

out.

intruder:

The

intruder:

dark

intruder:

form’s

intruder:

features

intruder:

fogged,

intruder:

and

intruder:

resolved

intruder:

into

intruder:

a

intruder:

badly

intruder:

injured

intruder:

Caer.

intruder:

He

intruder:

was

intruder:

shaking

intruder:

with

intruder:

shock

intruder:

from

intruder:

blood

intruder:

loss

intruder:

and

intruder:

betrayal

intruder:

at

intruder:

Will’s

intruder:

attack.

intruder:

He

intruder:

looked

intruder:

Will

intruder:

in

intruder:

the

intruder:

eyes

intruder:

and

intruder:

whispered, “Why?”
Will

intruder:

awoke

intruder:

with

intruder:

a

intruder:

deep

intruder:

breath,

intruder:

the

intruder:

laptop

intruder:

keyboard

intruder:

pressing

intruder:

into

intruder:

his

intruder:

cheek.

intruder:

He heard a

intruder:

key

intruder:

in

intruder:

the

intruder:

lock

intruder:

on

intruder:

the

intruder:

front

intruder:

door

intruder:

and

intruder:

blearily

intruder:

stared

intruder:

as

intruder:

it

intruder:

opened

intruder:

and

intruder:

Caer

intruder:

walked

intruder:

through

intruder:

it

intruder:

carrying

intruder:

his

intruder:

suitcase.
Will

intruder:

shook

intruder:

his

intruder:

head

intruder:

and

intruder:

asked, “Caer?

intruder:

Is

intruder:

it

intruder:

really

intruder:

you?”
“Hey

intruder:

Chief, it’s really me. Who else did you think it’d be?”
“Caer,

intruder:

I

intruder:

don’t

intruder:

know

intruder:

anymore.

intruder:

I

intruder:

just…

intruder:

Why

intruder:

are

intruder:

you

intruder:

here?”

intruder:

Will

intruder:

asked,

intruder:

confused.
“Didn’t

intruder:

you

intruder:

get

intruder:

my

intruder:

voicemail? I

intruder:

was

intruder:

worried

intruder:

about

intruder:

you,

intruder:

so

intruder:

I

intruder:

got

intruder:

a flight

intruder:

out and came home.

intruder:

What’s with

intruder:

the

intruder:

knife?”
Will

intruder:

sighed

intruder:

wearily. “Please

intruder:

don’t

intruder:

ask.

intruder:

Just

intruder:

hold me.”
Caer tossed his

intruder:

keys

intruder:

on

intruder:

the

intruder:

table

intruder:

by

intruder:

the

intruder:

door

intruder:

and

intruder:

crossed

intruder:

the

intruder:

room

intruder:

to

intruder:

his

intruder:

husband,

intruder:

taking

intruder:

him

intruder:

into

intruder:

his

intruder:

arms. “You

intruder:

look

intruder:

terrible

intruder:

Will,

intruder:

like

intruder:

you

intruder:

haven’t

intruder:

slept

intruder:

for

intruder:

days.

intruder:

We

intruder:

should

intruder:

get

intruder:

you

intruder:

to

intruder:

bed.”
Will

intruder:

held

intruder:

his

intruder:

husband

intruder:

close,

intruder:

trying

intruder:

not

intruder:

to

intruder:

look

intruder:

at

intruder:

the

intruder:

shadows

intruder:

beneath

intruder:

the

intruder:

furniture.

intruder:

He

intruder:

noticed

intruder:

that

intruder:

his

intruder:

left

intruder:

paw

intruder:

was

intruder:

holding

intruder:

the

intruder:

rib

intruder:

bone

intruder:

again,

intruder:

and

intruder:

he

intruder:

wondered

intruder:

if

intruder:

Caer

intruder:

could

intruder:

see

intruder:

the

intruder:

peering

intruder:

eyes

intruder:

as

intruder:

well.
“No.

intruder:

No

intruder:

sleep,”

intruder:

Will

intruder:

said,

intruder:

yawning

intruder:

wide. “I

intruder:

don’t

intruder:

want

intruder:

to

intruder:

hurt

intruder:

you.”
“What?

intruder:

Hurt

intruder:

me?

intruder:

What

intruder:

are

intruder:

you

intruder:

talking

intruder:

about,

intruder:

Chief?”
“Caer,”

intruder:

Will

intruder:

said, “My

intruder:

nightmares

intruder:

have

intruder:

gotten

intruder:

worse.

intruder:

Just

intruder:

before

intruder:

you

intruder:

came

intruder:

in

intruder:

I

intruder:

dreamed

intruder:

something

intruder:

attacked

intruder:

me.

intruder:

I

intruder:

was

intruder:

stabbing

intruder:

it

intruder:

and

intruder:

it

intruder:

became

intruder:

you.”
“Will,

intruder:

you’re irrational.

intruder:

They’re

intruder:

dreams.

intruder:

They

intruder:

don’t

intruder:

mean

intruder:

anything.

intruder:

You

intruder:

dreamed

intruder:

that

intruder:

we’d

intruder:

grow old

intruder:

together.

intruder:

If

intruder:

you’re

intruder:

dreaming

intruder:

of

intruder:

things

intruder:

that

intruder:

will

intruder:

happen,

intruder:

what

intruder:

makes

intruder:

that

intruder:

less

intruder:

likely

intruder:

a

intruder:

prediction

intruder:

than

intruder:

you

intruder:

stabbing

intruder:

me?

intruder:

They

intruder:

can’t

intruder:

all

intruder:

come

intruder:

about,”

intruder:

Caer

intruder:

said,

intruder:

leading

intruder:

Will

intruder:

down

intruder:

the

intruder:

hall

intruder:

into

intruder:

the

intruder:

bedroom.
“I’m

intruder:

so

intruder:

tired

intruder:

Caer.

intruder:

What

intruder:

if

intruder:

the

intruder:

thing

intruder:

comes

intruder:

back

intruder:

while

intruder:

I’m

intruder:

asleep?”
Caer

intruder:

undressed

intruder:

his

intruder:

husband,

intruder:

pulled

intruder:

back

intruder:

the

intruder:

covers

intruder:

on

intruder:

the

intruder:

bed,

intruder:

and

intruder:

ushered

intruder:

him

intruder:

into

intruder:

it. “Will,

intruder:

really.

intruder:

If

intruder:

it

intruder:

comes

intruder:

back?

intruder:

It

intruder:

was

intruder:

just

intruder:

a dream too. I’m here and I’m not going to let anything happen to you. You’re just

intruder:

sick.

intruder:

We’ll

intruder:

get

intruder:

you

intruder:

help,”

intruder:

Caer

intruder:

said,

intruder:

tucking the

intruder:

covers

intruder:

around

intruder:

his

intruder:

exhausted

intruder:

husband.

intruder:

He

intruder:

clasped

intruder:

Will’s paw

intruder:

in

intruder:

his

intruder:

own,

intruder:

the

intruder:

bone

intruder:

from

intruder:

their

intruder:

hike

intruder:

held

intruder:

between

intruder:

them. “Here,

intruder:

give

intruder:

me

intruder:

that

intruder:

morbid

intruder:

thing,”

intruder:

he

intruder:

said,

intruder:

taking

intruder:

it

intruder:

with

intruder:

his

intruder:

other

intruder:

paw

intruder:

and

intruder:

placing

intruder:

it

intruder:

on

intruder:

the

intruder:

nightstand.
Will

intruder:

was

intruder:

dropping

intruder:

off

intruder:

in

intruder:

spite

intruder:

of

intruder:

himself,

intruder:

starting

intruder:

to

intruder:

trust

intruder:

that

intruder:

Caer

intruder:

was

intruder:

right.

intruder:

Caer

intruder:

leaned

intruder:

in

intruder:

close

intruder:

and

intruder:

kissed

intruder:

him,

intruder:

a

intruder:

yellow

intruder:

gleam

intruder:

in

intruder:

his

intruder:

eye,

intruder:

and

intruder:

murmured “Sweet

intruder:

dreams,

intruder:

Chief”

intruder:

as

intruder:

Will

intruder:

drifted

intruder:

away.
- - -
Croaker

intruder:

checked

intruder:

with

intruder:

the

intruder:

night

intruder:

nurse.

intruder:

He

intruder:

pulled

intruder:

up

intruder:

the

intruder:

charts

intruder:

for

intruder:

the

intruder:

weasel

intruder:

that

intruder:

had

intruder:

seen

intruder:

him

intruder:

the

intruder:

previous

intruder:

afternoon

intruder:

about

intruder:

the

intruder:

nightmares.

intruder:

The

intruder:

poor

intruder:

guy

intruder:

had

intruder:

been

intruder:

found

intruder:

unresponsive,

intruder:

but

intruder:

breathing,

intruder:

on

intruder:

the

intruder:

floor

intruder:

of

intruder:

his

intruder:

bedroom

intruder:

by

intruder:

his

intruder:

husband.

intruder:

His

intruder:

condition

intruder:

was

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unchanged:

still

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in

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heavy

unchanged:

REM

unchanged:

sleep,

unchanged:

no

unchanged:

matter

unchanged:

what

unchanged:

they

unchanged:

tried.

unchanged:

The

unchanged:

pelican

unchanged:

made

unchanged:

some

unchanged:

notes

unchanged:

on

unchanged:

the

unchanged:

computer,

unchanged:

and

unchanged:

entered

unchanged:

the

unchanged:

room.

unchanged:

The

unchanged:

weasel’s

unchanged:

husband,

unchanged:

Caer,

unchanged:

was

unchanged:

sitting

unchanged:

beside

unchanged:

the

unchanged:

patient’s

unchanged:

bed

unchanged:

turning

unchanged:

something

unchanged:

over

unchanged:

in

unchanged:

his

unchanged:

paws.
Croaker crossed

unchanged:

the

unchanged:

room

unchanged:

and

unchanged:

checked

unchanged:

the

unchanged:

bedside

unchanged:

monitors,

unchanged:

and

unchanged:

said “You

unchanged:

know

unchanged:

you

unchanged:

don’t

unchanged:

have

unchanged:

to

unchanged:

stay.

unchanged:

We

unchanged:

will

unchanged:

let

unchanged:

you

unchanged:

know

unchanged:

the

unchanged:

moment

unchanged:

we

unchanged:

find

unchanged:

anything.”
“I

unchanged:

know,”

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Caer

unchanged:

replied, “but

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I’ve

unchanged:

been

unchanged:

away

unchanged:

from

unchanged:

him

unchanged:

long

unchanged:

enough.

unchanged:

He’d

unchanged:

want

unchanged:

me

unchanged:

here.”
“I

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think

unchanged:

what

unchanged:

he’d

unchanged:

want

unchanged:

is

unchanged:

for

unchanged:

you

unchanged:

to

unchanged:

save

unchanged:

your

unchanged:

strength,”

unchanged:

Croaker

unchanged:

said,

unchanged:

placing

unchanged:

a

unchanged:

feathery

unchanged:

hand

unchanged:

on

unchanged:

the

unchanged:

weasel’s

unchanged:

shoulder.

unchanged:

He

unchanged:

saw

unchanged:

what

unchanged:

the

unchanged:

weasel

unchanged:

was

fingering:

fingering:

a

fingering:

worn

fingering:

scrap of

fingering:

bone. “You

fingering:

look

fingering:

like

fingering:

you

fingering:

could

fingering:

use

fingering:

some

fingering:

sleep,

fingering:

yourself.”
Caer

fingering:

nodded

fingering:

and

fingering:

rubbed

fingering:

his

fingering:

eyes. “I’ll

fingering:

try.

fingering:

I

fingering:

nodded

fingering:

off

fingering:

here

fingering:

for

fingering:

a

fingering:

bit

fingering:

already,

fingering:

and

fingering:

had

fingering:

the

fingering:

strangest

fingering:

dream…”


This

fingering:

was “The

fingering:

Stars

fingering:

in

fingering:

Your

fingering:

Dreams

fingering:

Are

fingering:

the

fingering:

Eyes

fingering:

of

fingering:

What

fingering:

Hunts

fingering:

You”

fingering:

by

fingering:

James

fingering:

Stone,

fingering:

read

fingering:

for you

fingering:

by

fingering:

Dirt

fingering:

Coyote,

fingering:

whom

fingering:

it’ll

fingering:

take

fingering:

more

fingering:

than

fingering:

that

fingering:

to

fingering:

stop.

fingering:

You

fingering:

can

fingering:

find

fingering:

more

fingering:

stories

fingering:

on

fingering:

the

fingering:

web

fingering:

at

fingering:

thevoice.dog,

fingering:

or

fingering:

find

fingering:

the

fingering:

show

fingering:

wherever

fingering:

you

fingering:

get

fingering:

your

fingering:

podcasts.

fingering:

Thank

fingering:

you

fingering:

for

fingering:

listening

fingering:

to

fingering:

The

fingering:

Ghost

fingering:

of

fingering:

Dog.

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