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“Fireside Meeting at the Pride Festival” by Friends of the Fireplace

Today’s story is a collaborative piece with contributions by Pascal Farful, Norm, the Inadequate Cat, Marshe Summers, and Rob MacWolf.

Read by Dralen, the Dapper Dragonfox, Rhubarb, Feathered Starfarer, Cross, a Composed Hyena, Icefang, in the Cozy Corner of the Cafe, and Rob MacWolf, Werewolf Hitchhiker.

This concludes, for this year, Pride Month. But Pride, like the fire around which we tell our stories, is inextinguishable. So please return, perhaps next week as we resume our regular schedule, for another story, another time. You can find more stories on the web at thevoice.dog, or find the show wherever you get your podcasts. Happy Pride, and Thank you, friends of every shape, ability, gender, and species, for listening to The Voice of Dog.

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fellowship.”
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him

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paperbacks. “You

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time,”

only:

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only:

Hitchhiker

only:

gave

only:

them

only:

no

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chance, “to

only:

tell

only:

the

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first

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story.”
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view

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back

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made

only:

my

only:

heart ache.

only:

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wasn’t

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much

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rental,

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my

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partner

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had

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few

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only:

eyes

only:

were

only:

drawn

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to

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only:

outside

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world,

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to

only:

catch

only:

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only:

glimpse

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of

only:

him

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coming

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home.
But

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only:

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only:

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only:

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only:

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flowers

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would

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return

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stories

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old

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a

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vague

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sense

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only:

between

only:

me

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and

only:

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road.
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only:

time

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quiet

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only:

us

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only:

wonderful

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only:

protection.

only:

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only:

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only:

world

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walls

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only:

more

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unpredictable,

only:

I

only:

learned

only:

to despise the silence. The latch should have clicked and he should have opened the

only:

door.

only:

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only:

the

only:

unwelcome

only:

emptiness

only:

lingered,

only:

stretching

only:

on

only:

from

only:

one

only:

moment

only:

into

only:

the

only:

next.

only:

Seconds

only:

turned

only:

to

only:

minutes

only:

and

only:

I

only:

couldn’t

only:

stop

only:

thinking

only:

that

only:

this

only:

was

only:

the

only:

time

only:

he

only:

wasn’t

only:

coming

only:

back.
The

only:

click

only:

of

only:

the

only:

key

only:

twisted

only:

the

only:

fear

only:

in

only:

my

only:

heart

only:

into

only:

joy.

only:

With

only:

a

only:

creak,

only:

the

only:

door

only:

swung

only:

in

only:

and a

only:

short

only:

gray

only:

cat

only:

with

only:

white

only:

freckles

only:

on

only:

his

only:

cheeks

only:

entered.
“Welcome

only:

home,”

only:

I

only:

said.
Corbin

only:

dropped

only:

his

only:

bag

only:

beside

only:

the

only:

shoe

only:

rack

only:

and

only:

pushed

only:

into

only:

my

only:

arms,

only:

his

only:

thin

only:

tail

only:

flicking

only:

about

only:

with

only:

glee.
“You’re

only:

awful

only:

pleased

only:

to

only:

see

only:

me,”

only:

he

only:

said,

only:

lifting

only:

his

only:

cheek

only:

from

only:

my

only:

black-furred

only:

chest.
“Always,”

only:

I

only:

purred.

only:

I

only:

brushed

only:

my

only:

pads

only:

over

only:

Corbin’s

only:

cheek.

only:

The

only:

tom

only:

flinched

only:

when

only:

I

only:

touched

only:

beneath

only:

his

only:

ear.
“What

only:

happened?”

only:

I

only:

frowned,

only:

pulling

only:

my

only:

paw

only:

away.
“It’s

only:

nothing.

only:

I

only:

banged

only:

into

only:

a

only:

bookshelf,

only:

that’s

only:

all.”
“It’s

only:

not

only:

nothing

only:

if

only:

you’re

only:

that

only:

tender.”

only:

I

only:

licked

only:

Corbin’s

only:

ear. “Banging

only:

on

only:

a

only:

bookshelf,

only:

and

only:

you

only:

didn’t

only:

think

only:

to

only:

invite

only:

me?”
My

only:

partner’s

only:

laughter

only:

traveled

only:

across

only:

the

only:

room.

only:

All

only:

of

only:

our

only:

lives

only:

were

only:

tucked

only:

between

only:

that

only:

bed,

only:

the

only:

desks

only:

that

only:

doubled

only:

as

only:

tables,

only:

and

only:

the

only:

little

only:

kitchenette

only:

we

only:

built

only:

beside

only:

the

only:

window.
Corbin

only:

glanced

only:

between

only:

the

only:

chairs

only:

and

only:

the

only:

bed

only:

before

only:

choosing

only:

to

only:

sit

only:

on

only:

the

only:

edge

only:

of

only:

the

only:

latter. “It’s

only:

not

only:

like

only:

I

only:

fell

only:

in

only:

battle

only:

or

only:

something.”
I

only:

jumped

only:

up

only:

beside

only:

him,

only:

throwing

only:

my

only:

arm

only:

around

only:

his

only:

shoulders.

only:

I

only:

tried

only:

not

only:

to

only:

think

only:

about

only:

how

only:

we’d

only:

met—Corbin

only:

covered

only:

in

only:

bruises,

only:

some

only:

showing

only:

through

only:

bare

only:

spots

only:

where

only:

the

only:

fur

only:

had

only:

been

only:

torn

only:

from

only:

his

only:

pelt.

only:

I

only:

promised

only:

myself

only:

I’d do

only:

whatever

only:

it

only:

took

only:

to

only:

ensure

only:

Corbin

only:

never

only:

experienced

only:

that

only:

again.
“I

only:

know

only:

it’s

only:

stupid,

only:

but

only:

whenever

only:

you’re

only:

running

only:

late,

only:

I

only:

imagine

only:

the

only:

worst,”

only:

I

only:

said.
Corbin

only:

brushed

only:

the

only:

tips

only:

of

only:

his

only:

claws

only:

down

only:

my

only:

belly. “Because

only:

I’m

only:

not

only:

as

only:

big

only:

as

only:

you?”
“You

only:

can

only:

take

only:

care

only:

of

only:

yourself,”

only:

I

only:

said. “I

only:

know

only:

that.

only:

My

only:

heart

only:

worries,

only:

though.

only:

I

only:

can’t

only:

help

only:

it.”
I

only:

thought

only:

Corbin

only:

might

only:

take

only:

some

only:

offense

only:

to

only:

my

only:

protective

only:

instinct,

only:

but

only:

the

only:

tom

only:

only

only:

laughed

only:

before

only:

resting

only:

his

only:

weight

only:

against

only:

me

only:

and

only:

urging

only:

me

only:

back

only:

onto

only:

the

only:

covers.
“What’s

only:

so

only:

funny?”

only:

I

only:

asked.
Corbin

only:

shook

only:

his

only:

head,

only:

purring

only:

with

only:

amusement. “I

only:

struggled

only:

with

only:

it,

only:

too.

only:

For

only:

a

only:

long

only:

time,

only:

I

only:

couldn’t

only:

stop

only:

reliving

only:

that

only:

moment.

only:

Those

only:

people

only:

were

only:

gone,

only:

but

only:

they

only:

were

only:

still

only:

with

only:

me,

only:

you

only:

know?

only:

I’d

only:

see

only:

them

only:

every

only:

time

only:

I

only:

passed

only:

through

only:

Fairview.

only:

Sometimes

only:

I’d

only:

catch

only:

glimpses

only:

of

only:

them

only:

in

only:

the

only:

alley.

only:

I

only:

got

only:

tired

only:

of

only:

letting

only:

them

only:

control

only:

me.

only:

I

only:

had

only:

to

only:

let

only:

go

only:

of

only:

the

only:

fear

only:

so

only:

I

only:

could

only:

move

only:

on.”

only:

He

only:

pushed

only:

closer,

only:

nuzzling

only:

until

only:

his

only:

forehead

only:

rested

only:

beneath

only:

my

only:

chin. “So

only:

I’m

only:

fine.

only:

It’s

only:

just

only:

a

only:

little

only:

bruise,

only:

okay?”
“I

only:

still

only:

prefer

only:

you

only:

without

only:

the

only:

bumps,”

only:

I

only:

said,

only:

nibbling

only:

at

only:

his

only:

ear

only:

tips. “Maybe

only:

I

only:

like

only:

worrying

only:

about

only:

you

only:

a little

only:

bit,

only:

hm?

only:

You

only:

ever

only:

consider

only:

that?”
“Oh,

only:

I’ve

only:

been

only:

so inconsiderate,”

only:

Corbin

only:

teased

only:

me

only:

back. “I

only:

don’t

only:

mind

only:

being

only:

greeted

only:

at

only:

the

only:

door

only:

like

only:

that, but

only:

you’re

only:

going

only:

to

only:

have

only:

to

only:

let

only:

go

only:

of

only:

what

only:

happened

only:

sooner

only:

or

only:

later.”
Neither

only:

of

only:

us

only:

spoke

only:

for

only:

a

only:

while.

only:

I

only:

listened

only:

to

only:

Corbin’s

only:

breath

only:

steadily

only:

and

only:

fall.

only:

It

only:

was

only:

much

only:

steadier

only:

than

only:

mine,

only:

still

only:

shivering

only:

from

only:

fear

only:

and

only:

excitement.

only:

His

only:

scent

only:

always

only:

made

only:

me

only:

a

only:

little

only:

excitable,

only:

but

only:

it

only:

wasn’t

only:

the

only:

right

only:

time

only:

to

only:

grab

only:

him.
“Maybe

only:

next

only:

year

only:

I’ll

only:

plant

only:

daisies,”

only:

said

only:

Corbin.

only:

He

only:

rolled

only:

against

only:

my

only:

side

only:

so

only:

he

only:

could

only:

look

only:

at

only:

his

only:

garden.

only:

I

only:

followed

only:

his

only:

imagination

only:

another

only:

year

only:

into

only:

the

only:

future

only:

and

only:

didn’t

only:

mind

only:

being

only:

there,

only:

as

only:

long

only:

as

only:

we

only:

were

only:

there

only:

together.
“How

only:

about

only:

you

only:

plant

only:

something

only:

I

only:

can

only:

eat

only:

next

only:

time?”

only:

I

only:

groused,

only:

tugging

only:

his

only:

leg

only:

over

only:

mine. “Pretty

only:

as

only:

your

only:

flowers

only:

are.”
Corbin

only:

kissed

only:

my

only:

whiskers

only:

and

only:

smiled. “Why

only:

not?

only:

I

only:

can

only:

make

only:

some

only:

room,

only:

maybe

only:

grow

only:

you

only:

one

only:

whole

only:

potato.”
“Now

only:

we’re

only:

talking,”

only:

I

only:

rumbled.
It

only:

wasn’t

only:

always

only:

easy

only:

to

only:

be

only:

with

only:

my

only:

kitten,

only:

but

only:

when

only:

it

only:

was

only:

it

only:

was

only:

incredible.

only:

We

only:

spoke

only:

each

only:

other’s

only:

thoughts

only:

without

only:

fearing

only:

how

only:

the

only:

other

only:

would

only:

react.

only:

Every

only:

touch

only:

of

only:

his

only:

fur

only:

against

only:

mine

only:

was

only:

pure

only:

electricity.
Maybe

only:

I

only:

can’t

only:

keep

only:

myself

only:

from

only:

worrying,

only:

I

only:

thought,

only:

but

only:

I

only:

can

only:

let

only:

go

only:

for

only:

you

only:

now

only:

and

only:

then.
“What’s

only:

on

only:

your

only:

mind?”

only:

asked

only:

Corbin.

only:

He

only:

was

only:

too

only:

familiar

only:

with

only:

the

only:

furrow

only:

of

only:

my

only:

whiskers

only:

worrying

only:

over

only:

his

only:

face.

only:

It

only:

was

only:

almost

only:

as

only:

if

only:

he

only:

could

only:

read

only:

my

only:

mind

only:

at

only:

times.
“Thinkin’

only:

about

only:

giving

only:

that

only:

bookshelf

only:

a

only:

shot,”

only:

I

only:

said.
“You’re

only:

terrible,”

only:

he

only:

laughed.
“Sure

only:

am.”

only:

I

only:

wrapped

only:

my

only:

arms

only:

around

only:

him

only:

and

only:

pulled

only:

him

only:

up

only:

against

only:

me. “I’m

only:

real

only:

lucky

only:

to

only:

have

only:

a

only:

cat

only:

like

only:

you

only:

looking

only:

out

only:

for

only:

me.”
What

only:

a

only:

perfect

only:

view,

only:

I

only:

thought,

only:

looking

only:

through

only:

his

only:

silvery

only:

fur

only:

and

only:

to

only:

the

only:

blooming

only:

marigolds.

only:

No

only:

matter

only:

how

only:

out

only:

of

only:

control

only:

the

only:

world

only:

felt,

only:

Corbin

only:

always

only:

managed

only:

to

only:

grab

only:

a

only:

piece

only:

of

only:

it

only:

and

only:

make

only:

it

only:

beautiful

only:

just

only:

by

only:

being

only:

in

only:

it.
“Happy

only:

ending, huh?”

only:

said

only:

the

only:

Wolf

only:

in

only:

the

only:

Corner.

only:

The

only:

firelight,

only:

formerly

only:

a

only:

natural

only:

orange,

only:

had

only:

begun

only:

darkening

only:

to

only:

red

only:

when

only:

it

only:

flickered.
“There

only:

was

only:

clearly

only:

some

only:

not-so-happy

only:

stuff

only:

in

only:

that

only:

past,

only:

though,”

only:

the

only:

Fox

only:

said. “Besides,

only:

who’s

only:

gonna

only:

bring

only:

a

only:

depressing

only:

story

only:

tonight?”
“I’m

only:

just

only:

saying,”

only:

said

only:

the

only:

Wolf, “sometimes

only:

it’s

only:

more

only:

complex

only:

than

only:

happily

only:

ever

only:

after.”
“The

only:

fact

only:

you’re

only:

making

only:

this

only:

many

only:

excuses,”

only:

the

only:

feathery

only:

star-sailor

only:

snorted, “makes

only:

me

only:

wonder

only:

if

only:

you’re

only:

sure

only:

about

only:

your

only:

own

only:

story.”
The

only:

Wolf

only:

in

only:

the

only:

Corner

only:

raised

only:

his

only:

brows. “That

only:

a

only:

challenge?”
“You

only:

want

only:

one?”
“Alright,

only:

that’s

only:

enough

only:

of

only:

that!” the

only:

Hitchhiker

only:

interjected. “You’re

only:

settin’

only:

a

only:

bad

only:

example

only:

for

only:

the

only:

new

only:

kid.

only:

Go

only:

on

only:

and tell

only:

your

only:

story,

only:

instead

only:

of

only:

bickering

only:

about

only:

it.”
“Fine,” the

only:

wolf

only:

in

only:

the

only:

corner

only:

huffed.
Blessed

only:

are

only:

the

only:

poor.

only:

Not

only:

the

only:

poor

only:

in

only:

spirit,

only:

for

only:

naught

only:

there

only:

is

only:

less

only:

blessed

only:

than

only:

paucity

only:

of

only:

spirit,

only:

but

only:

the

only:

truly

only:

poor,

only:

for

only:

they

only:

have

only:

nothing

only:

to

only:

lose

only:

but

only:

their

only:

chains.
And

only:

it

only:

came

only:

to

only:

pass

only:

that

only:

Juan,

only:

on

only:

being

only:

cast

only:

out

only:

by

only:

those

only:

who

only:

would

only:

not

only:

receive

only:

his

only:

name,

only:

went

only:

out

only:

into

only:

the

only:

world,

saying:

“Hitherto

saying:

have

saying:

I

saying:

called

saying:

thee

saying:

my

saying:

father

saying:

and

saying:

mother

saying:

on

saying:

earth,

saying:

but

saying:

now

saying:

I

saying:

say

saying:

unto

saying:

thee,

saying:

I

saying:

shall

saying:

be

saying:

myself

saying:

my

saying:

own

saying:

Father,

saying:

that

saying:

the

saying:

Father

saying:

and

saying:

I

saying:

may

saying:

be

saying:

One,

saying:

and

saying:

Mother

saying:

shall

saying:

I

saying:

have

saying:

none

saying:

but

saying:

those

saying:

who

saying:

have

saying:

gone

saying:

before

saying:

me.

saying:

For

saying:

I

saying:

was

saying:

not

saying:

come

saying:

to

saying:

bring

saying:

peace,

saying:

but

saying:

the truth,

saying:

that

saying:

shall

saying:

set

saying:

parent

saying:

against

saying:

child.”

saying:

And

saying:

he

saying:

went

saying:

forth

saying:

in

saying:

solitude.
Blessed

saying:

are

saying:

they

saying:

that

saying:

grieve,

saying:

for

saying:

they

saying:

shall

saying:

receive

saying:

Rest

saying:

From

saying:

Grieving.
For

saying:

forty

saying:

days

saying:

and

saying:

nights

saying:

Juan

saying:

was

saying:

in

saying:

the

saying:

wilderness,

saying:

in

saying:

the

saying:

alleys,

saying:

and

saying:

beneath

saying:

the

saying:

overpasses,

saying:

and

saying:

the

saying:

subway

saying:

stations,

saying:

and

saying:

like

saying:

many

saying:

of

saying:

us

saying:

had

saying:

no

saying:

place

saying:

to

saying:

lay

saying:

his

saying:

head.

saying:

But

saying:

the

saying:

many-colored

saying:

flame

saying:

was

saying:

with

saying:

him,

saying:

and

saying:

warmed

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eternal:

it

eternal:

was

eternal:

too

eternal:

garish

eternal:

to

eternal:

wear

eternal:

on

eternal:

any

eternal:

other

eternal:

occasion -

eternal:

and

eternal:

secured

eternal:

it

eternal:

over

eternal:

his

eternal:

feline

eternal:

ears.

eternal:

He

eternal:

was,

eternal:

literally,

eternal:

wearing

eternal:

the ‘men

eternal:

loving

eternal:

men’

eternal:

pride

eternal:

flag.

eternal:

It

eternal:

was,

eternal:

in

eternal:

Shelby’s

eternal:

estimation,

eternal:

just

eternal:

silly

eternal:

enough

eternal:

to

eternal:

wear

eternal:

to

eternal:

a

eternal:

parade,

eternal:

whilst

eternal:

being

eternal:

subdued

eternal:

enough

eternal:

not

eternal:

to

eternal:

violate

eternal:

his

eternal:

personal

eternal:

sense

eternal:

of

eternal:

style.

eternal:

It

eternal:

was

eternal:

one

eternal:

thing

eternal:

to

eternal:

be

eternal:

proud,

eternal:

but

eternal:

it

eternal:

was

eternal:

quite

eternal:

another

eternal:

to

eternal:

be

eternal:

unfashionable.

eternal:

His

eternal:

boyfriend

eternal:

Curt

eternal:

waited

eternal:

patiently

eternal:

in

eternal:

the

eternal:

bedroom.

eternal:

The

eternal:

large

eternal:

bernese

eternal:

was

eternal:

idly

eternal:

playing

eternal:

with

eternal:

the

eternal:

knot

eternal:

on

eternal:

his

eternal:

pink,

eternal:

yellow,

eternal:

and

eternal:

cyan

eternal:

flag

eternal:

cape.
“Do

eternal:

you

eternal:

ever

eternal:

feel

eternal:

like

eternal:

a

eternal:

total

eternal:

phony?”

eternal:

Shelby

eternal:

called

eternal:

out

eternal:

from

eternal:

his

eternal:

walk-in

eternal:

closet.
“Expand

eternal:

on

eternal:

that,”

eternal:

Curt

eternal:

prodded.
“This

eternal:

time

eternal:

of

eternal:

year,

eternal:

all

eternal:

you

eternal:

see

eternal:

are

eternal:

social

eternal:

media

eternal:

posts

eternal:

about

eternal:

how

eternal:

the

eternal:

first

eternal:

pride

eternal:

was

eternal:

a

eternal:

riot,

eternal:

and

eternal:

fighting

eternal:

for

eternal:

every

eternal:

inch

eternal:

of

eternal:

freedom.

eternal:

But

eternal:

these

eternal:

days

eternal:

it’s

eternal:

a

eternal:

big

eternal:

party.

eternal:

People

eternal:

bring

eternal:

their

eternal:

kids.

eternal:

Are

eternal:

we

eternal:

still

eternal:

fighting

eternal:

the

eternal:

good

eternal:

fight

eternal:

or

eternal:

are

eternal:

we

eternal:

just

eternal:

being

eternal:

self indulgent?”

eternal:

Shelby

eternal:

emerged

eternal:

from

eternal:

the

eternal:

closet,

eternal:

modeling

eternal:

his

eternal:

special

eternal:

Pride

eternal:

outfit. “How

eternal:

do

eternal:

I

eternal:

look,

eternal:

hmm?” he

eternal:

added

eternal:

as

eternal:

a

eternal:

non-sequitur.
“You

eternal:

look

eternal:

pretty

eternal:

gay,

eternal:

bro,”

eternal:

Curt

eternal:

joked.
“I’m

eternal:

serious,”

eternal:

Shelby

eternal:

frowned. “You

eternal:

and

eternal:

I

eternal:

were

eternal:

on

eternal:

the

eternal:

kiss

eternal:

cam

eternal:

at

eternal:

the

eternal:

baseball

eternal:

game

eternal:

last

eternal:

week.

eternal:

I

eternal:

know

eternal:

there

eternal:

are

eternal:

still

eternal:

people

eternal:

who

eternal:

want

eternal:

to

eternal:

erase

eternal:

us,

eternal:

but

eternal:

I

eternal:

feel

eternal:

pretty

eternal:

accepted

eternal:

these

eternal:

days.

eternal:

Don’t

eternal:

you

eternal:

ever

eternal:

feel

eternal:

like

eternal:

a

eternal:

big

eternal:

phony?”
“Yeah,

eternal:

man.

eternal:

Sometimes.”
“Expand

eternal:

on

eternal:

that,”

eternal:

Shelby

eternal:

said

eternal:

flatly.
“Listen,

eternal:

we’ve

eternal:

never

eternal:

talked

eternal:

about

eternal:

dating

eternal:

history…”
“Because

eternal:

that

eternal:

doesn’t

eternal:

matter

eternal:

to

eternal:

me,”

eternal:

Shelby

eternal:

interrupted.
“...We’ve

eternal:

never

eternal:

talked

eternal:

about

eternal:

dating

eternal:

history,”

eternal:

Curt

eternal:

continued, “but

eternal:

I’ve

eternal:

never

eternal:

been

eternal:

with

eternal:

anyone

eternal:

but

eternal:

cis

eternal:

men.

eternal:

All

eternal:

guys.

eternal:

I’ve

eternal:

never

eternal:

even

eternal:

fooled

eternal:

around

eternal:

with

eternal:

a

eternal:

woman

eternal:

or

eternal:

non-binary

eternal:

person.”
“That

eternal:

doesn’t

eternal:

make

eternal:

you

eternal:

any

eternal:

less

eternal:

pan,

eternal:

Curt.

eternal:

You

eternal:

know

eternal:

better

eternal:

than

eternal:

that.”
“Exactly.

eternal:

I

eternal:

do

eternal:

know

eternal:

better

eternal:

than

eternal:

that.

eternal:

But

eternal:

it’s

eternal:

still

eternal:

hard.

eternal:

There’s

eternal:

still

eternal:

a

eternal:

voice

eternal:

in

eternal:

my

eternal:

head

eternal:

that

eternal:

says ‘you’re

eternal:

wearing

eternal:

this

eternal:

identity

eternal:

like

eternal:

a

eternal:

coat,

eternal:

this isn’t

eternal:

really

eternal:

you.’”

eternal:

Curt

eternal:

went

eternal:

on, “I

eternal:

have

eternal:

to

eternal:

fight

eternal:

against

eternal:

those

eternal:

feelings

eternal:

when

eternal:

they

eternal:

pop

eternal:

up.

eternal:

Because

eternal:

you’re

eternal:

right,

eternal:

I

eternal:

do

eternal:

know

eternal:

better.

eternal:

And

eternal:

so

eternal:

do

eternal:

you.

eternal:

I’m

eternal:

grateful

eternal:

we

eternal:

don’t

eternal:

have

eternal:

it

eternal:

as

eternal:

bad

eternal:

as

eternal:

the

eternal:

queers

eternal:

who

eternal:

came

eternal:

before

eternal:

us.

eternal:

I’m

eternal:

glad

eternal:

we

eternal:

get

eternal:

to

eternal:

be

eternal:

a

eternal:

bit

eternal:

more

eternal:

free

eternal:

than

eternal:

they

eternal:

were.

eternal:

I’m

eternal:

not

eternal:

going

eternal:

to

eternal:

feel

eternal:

guilty

eternal:

about

eternal:

enjoying

eternal:

that

eternal:

privilege.

eternal:

And

eternal:

you

eternal:

shouldn’t

eternal:

feel

eternal:

guilty,

eternal:

either.”

eternal:

Curt

eternal:

got

eternal:

up

eternal:

from

eternal:

the

eternal:

bed

eternal:

and

eternal:

wrapped

eternal:

his

eternal:

powerful

eternal:

arms

eternal:

around

eternal:

his

eternal:

little

eternal:

cat

eternal:

boyfriend.

eternal:

Shelby

eternal:

felt

eternal:

instantly

eternal:

comforted,

eternal:

not

eternal:

just

eternal:

by

eternal:

the

eternal:

embrace,

eternal:

but

eternal:

by

eternal:

Curt’s

eternal:

words.

eternal:

He

eternal:

was

eternal:

right,

eternal:

of

eternal:

course.

eternal:

Shelby

eternal:

nuzzled

eternal:

into

eternal:

the

eternal:

thick

eternal:

fur

eternal:

of

eternal:

Curt’s

eternal:

chest,

eternal:

exposed

eternal:

by

eternal:

his

eternal:

low-cut

eternal:

tank

eternal:

top,

eternal:

and

eternal:

purred.
“Your

eternal:

flag

eternal:

is

eternal:

still

eternal:

ugly,”

eternal:

Shelby

eternal:

teased.
“You

eternal:

say

eternal:

that

eternal:

every

eternal:

year,”

eternal:

Curt

eternal:

whispered,

eternal:

not

eternal:

letting

eternal:

Shelby

eternal:

free

eternal:

of

eternal:

the

eternal:

hug.
“It’s

eternal:

true

eternal:

every

eternal:

year!

eternal:

Some

eternal:

colors

eternal:

don’t

eternal:

belong

eternal:

together!”

eternal:

Shelby

eternal:

protested,

eternal:

now

eternal:

squirming

eternal:

against

eternal:

Curt’s

eternal:

arms,

eternal:

pretending

eternal:

to

eternal:

try

eternal:

to

eternal:

free

eternal:

himself.

eternal:

Curt

eternal:

would

eternal:

not

eternal:

relent,

eternal:

holding

eternal:

the

eternal:

slender

eternal:

cat

eternal:

even

eternal:

tighter

eternal:

against

eternal:

his

eternal:

chest.
“Say

eternal:

you

eternal:

love

eternal:

the

eternal:

pan

eternal:

flag,”

eternal:

Curt

eternal:

said

eternal:

playfully.
“Never!”

eternal:

Shelby

eternal:

cried,

eternal:

continuing

eternal:

to

eternal:

struggle

eternal:

helplessly

eternal:

in

eternal:

the

eternal:

arms

eternal:

of

eternal:

the

eternal:

much

eternal:

larger

eternal:

man. “You

eternal:

look

eternal:

like

eternal:

printer

eternal:

ink!”
“Ohh,

eternal:

that’s

eternal:

it,

eternal:

you’re

eternal:

in

eternal:

trouble

eternal:

now!”

eternal:

Curt

eternal:

bellowed,

eternal:

rolling

eternal:

onto

eternal:

the

eternal:

bed

eternal:

behind

eternal:

him,

eternal:

feline

eternal:

boyfriend

eternal:

still

eternal:

enveloped

eternal:

in

eternal:

his

eternal:

arms.

eternal:

He

eternal:

gave

eternal:

Shelby

eternal:

a

eternal:

couple

eternal:

big

eternal:

gator

eternal:

rolls,

eternal:

as

eternal:

the

eternal:

two

eternal:

fell

eternal:

into

eternal:

giggles.

eternal:

Curt

eternal:

finally

eternal:

released

eternal:

his

eternal:

beloved

eternal:

feline,

eternal:

who

eternal:

rolled

eternal:

limply

eternal:

onto

eternal:

his

eternal:

side

eternal:

of

eternal:

the

eternal:

bed,

eternal:

though

eternal:

both

eternal:

were

eternal:

still

eternal:

wracked

eternal:

with

eternal:

silly

eternal:

laughter.

eternal:

After

eternal:

a

eternal:

few

eternal:

more

eternal:

moments,

eternal:

the

eternal:

pair

eternal:

caught

eternal:

their

eternal:

breath

eternal:

and

eternal:

were

eternal:

able

eternal:

to

eternal:

continue

eternal:

their

eternal:

conversation. “So

eternal:

it’s

eternal:

a

eternal:

party.

eternal:

So

eternal:

what?

eternal:

It’s

eternal:

OUR

eternal:

party.

eternal:

Maybe

eternal:

that’s

eternal:

our

eternal:

act

eternal:

of

eternal:

rebellion -

eternal:

partying

eternal:

and

eternal:

enjoying

eternal:

ourselves.”
“That’s

eternal:

our

eternal:

legacy

eternal:

as

eternal:

gays?

eternal:

Having

eternal:

a

eternal:

few

eternal:

too

eternal:

many

eternal:

gin

eternal:

and

eternal:

tonics

eternal:

on

eternal:

Main Street

eternal:

every

eternal:

June?”

eternal:

Shelby

eternal:

fired

eternal:

back,

eternal:

still

eternal:

not

eternal:

fully

eternal:

convinced.
“Oh,

eternal:

did

eternal:

you

eternal:

want

eternal:

me

eternal:

to

eternal:

drive?”
“I

eternal:

figured

eternal:

we’d

eternal:

walk.”
“Well

eternal:

then,

eternal:

yes.

eternal:

Your

eternal:

legacy

eternal:

will

eternal:

be

eternal:

having

eternal:

too

eternal:

many

eternal:

G&T’s

eternal:

on

eternal:

Main

eternal:

Street.

eternal:

Mine

eternal:

will

eternal:

be

eternal:

having

eternal:

too

eternal:

many

eternal:

beers.

eternal:

And

eternal:

then

eternal:

we’ll

eternal:

make

eternal:

out

eternal:

and

eternal:

hold

eternal:

hands

eternal:

and

eternal:

be,

eternal:

you

eternal:

know,

eternal:

real

eternal:

gay

eternal:

about

eternal:

it.”
“I

eternal:

can

eternal:

live

eternal:

with

eternal:

that.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah.

eternal:

Let’s

eternal:

go

eternal:

to

eternal:

Pride.”
“Share

eternal:

a

eternal:

dart

eternal:

before

eternal:

we

eternal:

go?”

eternal:

Curt

eternal:

asked.
“I’d

eternal:

like

eternal:

that,”

eternal:

Shelby

eternal:

replied.

eternal:

The

eternal:

couple

eternal:

retired

eternal:

to

eternal:

the

eternal:

balcony

eternal:

to

eternal:

share

eternal:

a

eternal:

cigarette

eternal:

before

eternal:

walking

eternal:

downtown. “You

eternal:

know,”

eternal:

Shelby

eternal:

said,

eternal:

before

eternal:

taking

eternal:

a

eternal:

long

eternal:

drag. “You’re

eternal:

pretty

eternal:

smart

eternal:

about

eternal:

this

eternal:

gay

eternal:

stuff.”
“I’ve

eternal:

been

eternal:

practicing,”

eternal:

Curt

eternal:

said

eternal:

with

eternal:

a

eternal:

wink.

eternal:

He

eternal:

took

eternal:

the cigarette from Shelby and

eternal:

took

eternal:

a

eternal:

puff.
“Is

eternal:

that

eternal:

right?”

eternal:

Shelby

eternal:

asked,

eternal:

raising

eternal:

an

eternal:

eyebrow.
“Yeah,

eternal:

I’ve

eternal:

been

eternal:

taking

eternal:

online

eternal:

classes.”

eternal:

Curt

eternal:

smiled.
“I’ve

eternal:

seen

eternal:

your

eternal:

search

eternal:

history,

eternal:

Curt.

eternal:

There is

eternal:

nothing

eternal:

educational

eternal:

about

eternal:

those

eternal:

websites.”

eternal:

Shelby

eternal:

took

eternal:

the

eternal:

cigarette

eternal:

back

eternal:

from

eternal:

Curt.
“I

eternal:

disagree.

eternal:

I’ve

eternal:

been

eternal:

learning

eternal:

so

eternal:

much!”

eternal:

Curt

eternal:

protested.
“Oh

eternal:

yeah?

eternal:

Show

eternal:

me.”
Curt

eternal:

took

eternal:

the

eternal:

cigarette

eternal:

gently

eternal:

from

eternal:

Shelby’s

eternal:

paw

eternal:

and

eternal:

extinguished

eternal:

it

eternal:

in

eternal:

the

eternal:

ashtray

eternal:

without

eternal:

looking.

eternal:

His

eternal:

eyes

eternal:

were

eternal:

locked

eternal:

on

eternal:

Shelby’s

eternal:

as

eternal:

he

eternal:

drew

eternal:

close.

eternal:

He

eternal:

held

eternal:

Shelby’s

eternal:

jaw

eternal:

in

eternal:

his

eternal:

massive

eternal:

handpaw and

eternal:

tilted

eternal:

the

eternal:

cat’s

eternal:

head

eternal:

tenderly.

eternal:

He

eternal:

leaned

eternal:

in

eternal:

and

eternal:

locked

eternal:

muzzles

eternal:

with

eternal:

the

eternal:

feline,

eternal:

letting

eternal:

his

eternal:

tongue

eternal:

slip

eternal:

past

eternal:

his

eternal:

teeth

eternal:

to

eternal:

mingle

eternal:

with

eternal:

Shelby’s.

eternal:

An

eternal:

involuntary

eternal:

purr

eternal:

rumbled

eternal:

through

eternal:

the

eternal:

cat

eternal:

as

eternal:

his

eternal:

eyes

eternal:

closed

eternal:

and

eternal:

he

eternal:

leaned

eternal:

into

eternal:

the

eternal:

kiss.

eternal:

Curt

eternal:

withdrew,

eternal:

leaving

eternal:

Shelby

eternal:

helplessly

eternal:

leaning

eternal:

forward,

eternal:

aching

eternal:

for

eternal:

more.

eternal:

His

eternal:

eyes

eternal:

fluttered

eternal:

open. “How

eternal:

was

eternal:

that?”

eternal:

Curt

eternal:

asked

eternal:

seductively.
“You’re

eternal:

perfect,

eternal:

Curt.”

eternal:

Shelby purred. “Let’s

eternal:

skip

eternal:

Pride

eternal:

and

eternal:

make

eternal:

love.”
“But

eternal:

our

eternal:

legacies!”

eternal:

Curt

eternal:

cried

eternal:

in

eternal:

mock

eternal:

outrage.

eternal:

Shelby

eternal:

opened

eternal:

the

eternal:

porch

eternal:

door

eternal:

to

eternal:

go

eternal:

back

eternal:

inside.

eternal:

Over

eternal:

his

eternal:

shoulder,

eternal:

he

said:


“I’ll

said:

leave

said:

it

said:

up

said:

to

said:

you.

said:

Attend

said:

the

said:

parade

said:

or

said:

take

said:

me

said:

back

said:

to

said:

the

said:

bedroom.

said:

Either

said:

way,

said:

it’s

said:

going

said:

to

said:

be

said:

extremely

said:

gay.”

said:

Shelby

said:

left

said:

Curt

said:

to

said:

ponder

said:

his

said:

choice,

said:

swaying

said:

his

said:

hips

said:

deliberately

said:

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