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“Awake” by Jim Redfoot (part 2 of 2)
Wyatt is a reluctant modern-day werewolf, whose struggle with his beastly nature and keeping his identity secret are beginning to cause physical illness.
Today’s story is the second and final part of “Awake” by Jim Redfoot, who is an engineer, novice author and aspiring werewolf that loves to read and write. You can find this story in WEREWOLVES VERSUS: EVERYTHING, and you can find more of Jim and his other work on Bluesky and Furaffinity.
Last time, we left Wyatt as sunset was approaching, confronted by an unexpected stranger in the wilderness. Time is running short, and Brick seems to know more about the hiker’s death than he is letting on.
Read for you by Rob MacWolf — werewolf hitchhiker.
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Transcript
You’re
listening
Speaker:to
Speaker:The
Speaker:Voice
Speaker:of
Speaker:Dog.
Speaker:This
Speaker:is
Speaker:Rob
Speaker:MacWolf,
Speaker:your
Speaker:fellow
Speaker:traveler,
Speaker:and
Speaker:Today’s
Speaker:story
Speaker:is
Speaker:the
Speaker:second
Speaker:and
Speaker:final
Speaker:part
Speaker:of “Awake”
Speaker:by
Speaker:Jim
Speaker:Redfoot,
Speaker:who is
Speaker:an
Speaker:engineer,
Speaker:novice
Speaker:author
Speaker:and
Speaker:aspiring
Speaker:werewolf that
Speaker:loves
Speaker:to
Speaker:read
Speaker:and
Speaker:write.
Speaker:You
Speaker:can
Speaker:find
Speaker:this
Speaker:story
Speaker:in
Speaker:WEREWOLVES
VERSUS:VERSUS:
EVERYTHING, and
VERSUS:you
VERSUS:can
VERSUS:find
VERSUS:more
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:Jim
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:other
VERSUS:work
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:Bluesky
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:Furaffinity.
Last
time,
VERSUS:we
VERSUS:left
VERSUS:Wyatt
VERSUS:as
VERSUS:sunset
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:approaching,
VERSUS:confronted
VERSUS:by
VERSUS:an
VERSUS:unexpected
VERSUS:stranger
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:wilderness.
VERSUS:Time
VERSUS:is
VERSUS:running
VERSUS:short,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:Brick
VERSUS:seems
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:know
VERSUS:more
VERSUS:about
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:hiker’s
VERSUS:death
VERSUS:than
VERSUS:he is
VERSUS:letting
VERSUS:on.
Please
enjoy
“Awake”
by
VERSUS:Jim Redfoot, Part 2
VERSUS:of 2
“Cut the bullshit,
Wyatt!
VERSUS:If
VERSUS:that’s
VERSUS:even
VERSUS:your
VERSUS:name.
VERSUS:You
VERSUS:reek
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:wolf,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:you
VERSUS:look
VERSUS:like
VERSUS:dogshit!”
Wyatt
slowed,
VERSUS:then
VERSUS:stopped
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:looked
VERSUS:back.
VERSUS:Brick
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:there
VERSUS:behind
VERSUS:him,
VERSUS:blood
VERSUS:dripping
VERSUS:from
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:split
VERSUS:lip.
VERSUS:A
VERSUS:flare
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:sun rays
VERSUS:flickered,
VERSUS:then
VERSUS:died
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:dusk.
VERSUS:Brick
VERSUS:stepped
VERSUS:forward
VERSUS:slowly.
“When’s
the
VERSUS:last
VERSUS:time
VERSUS:you
VERSUS:shifted?
VERSUS:Are
VERSUS:you
VERSUS:sick
VERSUS:or
VERSUS:something?
VERSUS:And
VERSUS:why are
VERSUS:you
VERSUS:out
VERSUS:here
VERSUS:alone?
VERSUS:There’s
VERSUS:not
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:territory
VERSUS:established
VERSUS:for
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:hundred
VERSUS:miles
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:any
VERSUS:direction!” His
VERSUS:face
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:close,
VERSUS:now.
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:could
VERSUS:see
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:blood
VERSUS:vessels
VERSUS:bulging
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:Brick’s
VERSUS:neck. “You
VERSUS:shouldn’t
VERSUS:be
VERSUS:here!”
Wyatt’s unease gave
way to
VERSUS:anger
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:dying
VERSUS:light. “Territory?
VERSUS:What
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:hell
VERSUS:are
VERSUS:you
VERSUS:talking
VERSUS:about?”
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:threw
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:arms
VERSUS:wide,
VERSUS:then
VERSUS:began to
VERSUS:beat
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:chest
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:frustration. “You
VERSUS:have
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:name
VERSUS:for
VERSUS:what
VERSUS:you
VERSUS:think
VERSUS:I
VERSUS:am?
VERSUS:I
VERSUS:couldn’t
VERSUS:find
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:textbook
VERSUS:either.
VERSUS:I’m
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:only
VERSUS:one!
VERSUS:I’m
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:only…”
Spittle
dripped
VERSUS:from
VERSUS:chapped
VERSUS:lips.
VERSUS:The
VERSUS:truth
VERSUS:seemed
VERSUS:as
VERSUS:good
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:weapon
VERSUS:as
VERSUS:any
VERSUS:at
VERSUS:this
VERSUS:point. “…I’m
VERSUS:alone.”
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:continued
VERSUS:through
VERSUS:gritted
VERSUS:teeth,
VERSUS:skin
VERSUS:crawling.
“I
don’t
VERSUS:know
VERSUS:how
VERSUS:it
VERSUS:works.
VERSUS:I
VERSUS:don’t
VERSUS:know
VERSUS:if
VERSUS:I
VERSUS:can
VERSUS:stop
VERSUS:it,
VERSUS:or
VERSUS:if
VERSUS:I
VERSUS:want
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:stop
VERSUS:it,
VERSUS:or
VERSUS:what
VERSUS:it
VERSUS:means.
VERSUS:I
VERSUS:know
VERSUS:NOTHING.”
Brick’s
mouth
VERSUS:hung
VERSUS:open,
VERSUS:shocked
VERSUS:into
VERSUS:silence. His
VERSUS:stance had
VERSUS:softened.
VERSUS:Tears
VERSUS:welled
VERSUS:up
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:Wyatt’s eyes.
“Oh,
buddy.
VERSUS:Dude…”
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:took
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:step
VERSUS:towards
VERSUS:Wyatt, who
VERSUS:jerked
VERSUS:back
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:order
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:preserve
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:distance
VERSUS:between
VERSUS:them.
“Just
shut
VERSUS:up
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:call
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:cops,
VERSUS:okay?”
VERSUS:Wyatt
VERSUS:choked
VERSUS:back
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:sob. “Have
VERSUS:them
VERSUS:kill
VERSUS:me
VERSUS:if
VERSUS:you
VERSUS:know
VERSUS:how.
VERSUS:I
VERSUS:don’t
VERSUS:even
VERSUS:know
VERSUS:if
VERSUS:it’ll
VERSUS:work.”
Brick
had
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:hand
VERSUS:outstretched,
VERSUS:still
VERSUS:wanting
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:approach.
VERSUS:Wyatt
VERSUS:stumbled
VERSUS:back
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:dropped
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:pack.
“I’m
tired
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:hiding.
VERSUS:I don’t
VERSUS:want
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:fight
VERSUS:this
VERSUS:anymore.
VERSUS:I
VERSUS:don’t
VERSUS:care
VERSUS:what
VERSUS:happens.
VERSUS:I’m…
VERSUS:I’m
VERSUS:done.”
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:turned
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:knelt
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:back
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:Brick.
Concentrate.
The
sun
VERSUS:sank
VERSUS:behind
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:hills.
VERSUS:Shadows
VERSUS:blossomed.
VERSUS:Wyatt
VERSUS:could
VERSUS:feel
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:moon’s
VERSUS:glow
VERSUS:through
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:clothing,
VERSUS:an
VERSUS:electric
VERSUS:surge.
Concentrate.
Fear
shed
VERSUS:like a
VERSUS:snakeskin.
VERSUS:His
VERSUS:flesh
VERSUS:pulsed
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:each
VERSUS:heartbeat,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:striated
VERSUS:muscle
VERSUS:began
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:bulge
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:rip
VERSUS:through
VERSUS:cloth.
VERSUS:His
VERSUS:hair
VERSUS:lengthened
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:form
VERSUS:a wiry mane
VERSUS:snaking
VERSUS:down
VERSUS:from
VERSUS:scalp to
VERSUS:torso.
VERSUS:Claws
VERSUS:poked
VERSUS:from
VERSUS:bleeding
VERSUS:nail
VERSUS:beds, and
VERSUS:new
VERSUS:ears
VERSUS:twitched
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:sound
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:footsteps
VERSUS:behind.
VERSUS:Springing
VERSUS:up
VERSUS:from
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:knees
VERSUS:from
VERSUS:tattered
VERSUS:shoes
VERSUS:burst
VERSUS:open,
VERSUS:Wyatt
VERSUS:spun
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:blind
VERSUS:swipe.
VERSUS:Claws
VERSUS:found
VERSUS:flesh
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:skittered
VERSUS:across
VERSUS:a ribcage.
VERSUS:Half-naked
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:barely
VERSUS:furred,
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:transformation
VERSUS:had
VERSUS:stalled.
VERSUS:The
VERSUS:exertion
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:weakened
VERSUS:body
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:too
VERSUS:much.
VERSUS:Whipping
VERSUS:around,
VERSUS:he
VERSUS:expected
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:see
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:bleeding
VERSUS:man
VERSUS:reconsidering
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:recent
VERSUS:life
VERSUS:choices.
VERSUS:Instead,
VERSUS:what
VERSUS:faced
VERSUS:Wyatt
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:bipedal
VERSUS:beast,
VERSUS:gray-brown
VERSUS:mane
VERSUS:flecked
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:bits
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:shell
VERSUS:jacket
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:denim.
VERSUS:Dark
VERSUS:blood
VERSUS:dripped
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:rivulets
VERSUS:from
VERSUS:its furred
VERSUS:stomach.
Wyatt let
loose
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:roar.
VERSUS:His
VERSUS:arm
VERSUS:swung
VERSUS:wide
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:claws
VERSUS:open,
VERSUS:preparing
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:deliver
VERSUS:another
VERSUS:blow.
VERSUS:An
VERSUS:iron
VERSUS:grip
VERSUS:caught
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:mostly-human
VERSUS:wrist
VERSUS:mid-swipe. The
VERSUS:speed
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:action
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:impressive,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:its
VERSUS:momentum
VERSUS:tweaked
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:shoulder
VERSUS:joint
VERSUS:painfully.
VERSUS:The
VERSUS:fully-formed
VERSUS:werewolf
VERSUS:continued
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:twist
VERSUS:Wyatt’s
VERSUS:arm,
VERSUS:bringing
VERSUS:him
VERSUS:low
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:around
VERSUS:backward.
VERSUS:In
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:flash,
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:creature
VERSUS:wrapped
VERSUS:an
VERSUS:elbow
VERSUS:around
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:neck
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:flexed
VERSUS:hard.
VERSUS:Wyatt’s
VERSUS:limbs
VERSUS:longed
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:tear
VERSUS:flesh,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:clawed
VERSUS:fingers
VERSUS:felt
VERSUS:robbed
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:it.
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:bellowed,
VERSUS:struggling
VERSUS:ineffectually
VERSUS:against
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:practiced assailant.
VERSUS:Paws
VERSUS:scraped
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:ground,
VERSUS:but
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:thin
VERSUS:soil
VERSUS:offered
VERSUS:no
VERSUS:purchase.
VERSUS:All
VERSUS:autonomy
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:gone;
VERSUS:arm
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:painful
VERSUS:twist
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:neck
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:chokehold that
VERSUS:coiled
VERSUS:more
VERSUS:tightly
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:every
VERSUS:movement.
VERSUS:Blood
VERSUS:matted
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:sparse
VERSUS:hairs
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:back
VERSUS:where
VERSUS:they
VERSUS:touched
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:creature’s
VERSUS:stomach.
VERSUS:Hot
VERSUS:breath
VERSUS:spilled
VERSUS:into
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:pointed
VERSUS:ears
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:coarse,
VERSUS:rumbling
VERSUS:voice.
“Rrrrggh…
lllet... let… it… go.” Spoken
VERSUS:haltingly
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:great
VERSUS:difficulty,
VERSUS:punctuated
VERSUS:with chuffs
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:growls. “LET…
VERSUS:IT…
VERSUS:GO!”
The
last
VERSUS:word
VERSUS:erupted
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:snarl
VERSUS:as
VERSUS:Wyatt
VERSUS:found
VERSUS:himself
VERSUS:wrenched
VERSUS:sideways
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:downward.
VERSUS:His
VERSUS:vision
VERSUS:swam,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:he
VERSUS:couldn’t
VERSUS:get
VERSUS:any
VERSUS:air.
VERSUS:Even
VERSUS:if
VERSUS:he’d
VERSUS:had
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:breath,
VERSUS:speech
VERSUS:had
VERSUS:never
VERSUS:been
VERSUS:possible
VERSUS:this
VERSUS:far
VERSUS:into
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:change.
VERSUS:Strength
VERSUS:faded
VERSUS:from
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:aching
VERSUS:arms.
VERSUS:His
VERSUS:left hand
VERSUS:dropped
VERSUS:limply
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:side,
VERSUS:no
VERSUS:longer
VERSUS:responding
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:commands.
VERSUS:His
VERSUS:tongue
VERSUS:lolled
VERSUS:out
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:misshapen
VERSUS:jowls,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:eyes
VERSUS:rolled
VERSUS:backward.
VERSUS:After
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:few
VERSUS:tense
VERSUS:seconds,
VERSUS:he
VERSUS:heard
VERSUS:Brick
VERSUS:growling
VERSUS:low
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:felt
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:hold
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:him
VERSUS:relax.
* * *
Brick
shifted
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:arms
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:cradle
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:newcomer’s
VERSUS:incomplete
VERSUS:form
VERSUS:for
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:moment.
VERSUS:The
VERSUS:evening
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:chilly,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:this
VERSUS:Wyatt
VERSUS:guy
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:bad
VERSUS:way.
VERSUS:Breathing
VERSUS:hard,
VERSUS:Brick
VERSUS:carried
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:unconscious
VERSUS:man
VERSUS:off
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:trail
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:further
VERSUS:into
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:trees.
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:knew
VERSUS:that
VERSUS:half-shifting
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:risky,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:he
VERSUS:didn’t
VERSUS:want
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:find
VERSUS:out
VERSUS:what
VERSUS:being
VERSUS:stuck
VERSUS:this
VERSUS:way
VERSUS:would
VERSUS:do
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:someone
VERSUS:so
VERSUS:exhausted.
VERSUS:Once
VERSUS:he’d
VERSUS:reached
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:distance
VERSUS:that
VERSUS:seemed
VERSUS:safe,
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:pace
VERSUS:slowed.
VERSUS:Blood
VERSUS:from
VERSUS:Wyatt’s
VERSUS:blow
VERSUS:had
VERSUS:soaked
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:pelt on his
VERSUS:stomach
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:spread
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:tattered
VERSUS:remnants
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:cloth
VERSUS:clinging
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:each
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:them.
VERSUS:Wyatt
VERSUS:began to
VERSUS:shiver.
VERSUS:They
VERSUS:reached
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:clearing
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:dozen
VERSUS:yards
VERSUS:into
VERSUS:denser
VERSUS:forest,
VERSUS:where
VERSUS:dry
VERSUS:evergreen
VERSUS:needles
VERSUS:formed a
VERSUS:deep
VERSUS:drift.
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:knelt
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:lower
VERSUS:Wyatt’s still
VERSUS:form,
VERSUS:then
VERSUS:piled
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:packed
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:soft
VERSUS:debris
VERSUS:around
VERSUS:him.
VERSUS:The
VERSUS:man’s
VERSUS:breathing
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:worryingly
VERSUS:shallow. Brick
VERSUS:cocked his wolfen head and rotated
VERSUS:one ear to
VERSUS:listen.
VERSUS:Satisfied
VERSUS:that his charge
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:going
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:stay
VERSUS:this
VERSUS:side
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:grave
VERSUS:for
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:moment,
VERSUS:he
VERSUS:padded
VERSUS:out
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:clearing.
* * *
Wyatt
awoke
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:smell
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:woodsmoke
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:pinesap.
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:felt
VERSUS:warm.
VERSUS:A
VERSUS:sleeping
VERSUS:bag
VERSUS:had
VERSUS:been
VERSUS:draped
VERSUS:over
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:body.
VERSUS:Needles
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:twigs
VERSUS:poked
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:bare
VERSUS:torso
VERSUS:as
VERSUS:he
VERSUS:rolled
VERSUS:towards
VERSUS:crackling
VERSUS:sounds.
VERSUS:Brick
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:squatting
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:haunches,
VERSUS:feeding
VERSUS:scraps
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:their
VERSUS:ruined
VERSUS:clothing
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:fire
VERSUS:nestled
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:stone
VERSUS:ring.
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:bare
VERSUS:from
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:waist
VERSUS:up
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:hair and
VERSUS:stubble
VERSUS:dripping
VERSUS:wet.
“Hey,
you’re
VERSUS:awake!
VERSUS:That
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:touch
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:go
VERSUS:for
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:minute.”
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:rose
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:ambled
VERSUS:over;
VERSUS:four
VERSUS:jagged
VERSUS:white
VERSUS:scars were
VERSUS:visible
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:abdomen.
“Oh,
shit…”
VERSUS:Wyatt
VERSUS:scrambled
VERSUS:up,
VERSUS:gathering
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:bag around
VERSUS:himself
VERSUS:before
VERSUS:falling
VERSUS:backward. “I’m
VERSUS:sorry,
VERSUS:I’m
VERSUS:sorry,
VERSUS:I—”
Brick
halted
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:approach;
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:palms
VERSUS:opened
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:display
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:neutrality. “No
VERSUS:need
VERSUS:for
VERSUS:apologies.”
He
motioned
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:collections
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:faded
VERSUS:scars
VERSUS:here
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:there
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:torso
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:arms.
VERSUS:There
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:nasty-looking
VERSUS:furrow
VERSUS:wrapping
VERSUS:most
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:way
VERSUS:over
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:right
VERSUS:shoulder.
“I’ve
had
VERSUS:worse,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:deserved
VERSUS:most
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:it.
VERSUS:You,
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:other
VERSUS:hand…
VERSUS:you’re
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:mystery.”
Wyatt
stared
VERSUS:down
VERSUS:at
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:own
VERSUS:body;
VERSUS:there
VERSUS:were
VERSUS:no
VERSUS:battle
VERSUS:trophies,
VERSUS:but
VERSUS:mottled
VERSUS:bruises
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:pinkish
VERSUS:scar
VERSUS:tissue
VERSUS:were
VERSUS:clearly
VERSUS:visible.
VERSUS:Brick
VERSUS:gestured
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:where
VERSUS:both
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:their
VERSUS:packs
VERSUS:sat
VERSUS:against a
VERSUS:nearby
VERSUS:tree.
“There's
a
VERSUS:creek
VERSUS:down
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:hill
VERSUS:where
VERSUS:you
VERSUS:can
VERSUS:wash
VERSUS:up
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:bit.
VERSUS:I’m
VERSUS:almost
VERSUS:finished
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:mess.
VERSUS:Go
VERSUS:for it
VERSUS:if
VERSUS:you
VERSUS:feel
VERSUS:like
VERSUS:you
VERSUS:can
VERSUS:walk.”
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:turned
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:resumed
VERSUS:tending
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:fire.
Wyatt
was
VERSUS:motionless.
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:felt
VERSUS:ridiculous,
VERSUS:half-wrapped
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:filthy
VERSUS:sleeping
VERSUS:bag
VERSUS:crusted
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:dried
VERSUS:blood.
“I’m
sorry.
VERSUS:For
VERSUS:everything.”
Brick
looked
VERSUS:over
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:shoulder,
VERSUS:then
VERSUS:sighed.
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:motioned
VERSUS:for Wyatt
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:join
VERSUS:him
VERSUS:by
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:fire. “Look,
VERSUS:you
VERSUS:don’t
VERSUS:owe
VERSUS:me
VERSUS:anything.
VERSUS:Least
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:all
VERSUS:an
VERSUS:apology.
VERSUS:I
VERSUS:should
VERSUS:have
VERSUS:known
VERSUS:better,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:you
VERSUS:couldn’t
VERSUS:have
VERSUS:known
VERSUS:better.”
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:added
VERSUS:another
VERSUS:log
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:flames,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:Wyatt
VERSUS:warmed
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:hands.
“I’ve—I’ve
never
VERSUS:met
VERSUS:someone
VERSUS:like
VERSUS:me.”
VERSUS:His
VERSUS:eyes
VERSUS:were
VERSUS:hot
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:tears. “I
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:afraid
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:what
VERSUS:I’d
VERSUS:find.”
Brick
placed
VERSUS:an
VERSUS:arm
VERSUS:around
VERSUS:Wyatt’s
VERSUS:shoulders. “How
VERSUS:about
VERSUS:now?”
Wyatt’s
eyes
VERSUS:were
VERSUS:unfocused,
VERSUS:gazing
VERSUS:into
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:small
VERSUS:fire. “I
VERSUS:have
VERSUS:so
VERSUS:many
VERSUS:questions.
VERSUS:So
VERSUS:much I
VERSUS:never
VERSUS:figured
VERSUS:out.”
“Mhmm.”
Brick
VERSUS:nodded, “I
VERSUS:have
VERSUS:some
VERSUS:answers.
VERSUS:The
VERSUS:main
VERSUS:thing
VERSUS:right
VERSUS:now
VERSUS:is
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:get
VERSUS:us
VERSUS:out
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:here.
VERSUS:The
VERSUS:day’s half
VERSUS:gone
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:if
VERSUS:you’re
VERSUS:at
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:trailhead
VERSUS:I
VERSUS:think
VERSUS:you
VERSUS:are…”
Wyatt
stared
VERSUS:at
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:flickering
VERSUS:coals. “Fire
VERSUS:road,
VERSUS:out
VERSUS:west.”
Brick
sucked
VERSUS:air
VERSUS:through
VERSUS:clenched
VERSUS:teeth. “Yep.
VERSUS:Not
VERSUS:great.
VERSUS:It’s the
VERSUS:last
VERSUS:night
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:cycle.
VERSUS:We
VERSUS:can’t
VERSUS:stay
VERSUS:here
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:you
VERSUS:like
VERSUS:this.”
“I’m
tired
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:hurting
VERSUS:people.”
VERSUS:Wyatt
VERSUS:said,
VERSUS:softly.
“It’s
not
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:choice
VERSUS:between
VERSUS:harming
VERSUS:others
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:harming
VERSUS:yourself.
VERSUS:You’re
VERSUS:not
VERSUS:meant
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:do
VERSUS:this
VERSUS:alone.
VERSUS:None
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:us
VERSUS:are.”
VERSUS:Brick
VERSUS:stood,
VERSUS:then
VERSUS:pulled
VERSUS:Wyatt
VERSUS:up
VERSUS:into
VERSUS:an
VERSUS:embrace. “This
VERSUS:is
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:piece
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:who
VERSUS:you
VERSUS:are,
VERSUS:but
VERSUS:you're
VERSUS:so
VERSUS:much
VERSUS:more
VERSUS:than
VERSUS:this.” He
VERSUS:withdrew
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:bit, then
VERSUS:clasped Wyatt’s
VERSUS:cheeks
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:rough
VERSUS:palms. “There
VERSUS:are
VERSUS:more
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:us.
VERSUS:It
VERSUS:gets
VERSUS:better,
VERSUS:I
VERSUS:promise.”
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:dipped
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:forehead
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:touch
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:other’s
VERSUS:while
VERSUS:pulling
VERSUS:him
VERSUS:close.
Wyatt
broke
VERSUS:completely.
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:would
VERSUS:have
VERSUS:fallen
VERSUS:if
VERSUS:not
VERSUS:for
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:bearhug. Brick
VERSUS:held
VERSUS:him
VERSUS:silently
VERSUS:as
VERSUS:he
VERSUS:sobbed,
VERSUS:smoke
VERSUS:from
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:fire
VERSUS:curling
VERSUS:around
VERSUS:them.
Once
he’d
VERSUS:gathered
VERSUS:himself,
VERSUS:Wyatt
VERSUS:turned
VERSUS:toward
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:creek
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:wash.
VERSUS:The
VERSUS:campfire was
VERSUS:out
VERSUS:when
VERSUS:he
VERSUS:returned
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:borrowed
VERSUS:clothing.
VERSUS:Brick
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:donning
VERSUS:tattered
VERSUS:shoes
VERSUS:that
VERSUS:had
VERSUS:been
VERSUS:stitched
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:cord.
“I
saw
VERSUS:your
VERSUS:camera
VERSUS:this
VERSUS:morning.
VERSUS:Sorry.
VERSUS:Had
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:know
VERSUS:what
VERSUS:I
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:dealing
VERSUS:with.”
Wyatt
said
VERSUS:nothing,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:worked
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:his own
VERSUS:piecemeal
VERSUS:footwear.
“I
can
VERSUS:help
VERSUS:you,”
VERSUS:Brick
VERSUS:continued, “but
VERSUS:I
VERSUS:know
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:hard
VERSUS:case
VERSUS:when
VERSUS:I
VERSUS:see
VERSUS:one.
VERSUS:You’ll
VERSUS:never
VERSUS:make
VERSUS:it
VERSUS:by
VERSUS:keeping
VERSUS:this
VERSUS:from
VERSUS:your
VERSUS:partner.”
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:tapped
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:temple. “Our
VERSUS:changes
VERSUS:are
VERSUS:as
VERSUS:much
VERSUS:up
VERSUS:here
VERSUS:as
VERSUS:they
VERSUS:are
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:our
VERSUS:skins.
VERSUS:You’re
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:god-damned
VERSUS:mess.”
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:motioned
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:bruising
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:scars
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:Wyatt’s
VERSUS:arms. “If
VERSUS:you
VERSUS:want
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:fix
VERSUS:this,
VERSUS:you
VERSUS:have
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:tell
VERSUS:her.
VERSUS:She
VERSUS:knows
VERSUS:something
VERSUS:is
VERSUS:wrong.
VERSUS:Sooner
VERSUS:or
VERSUS:later,
VERSUS:she'll
VERSUS:pick
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:course
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:action
VERSUS:that
VERSUS:makes
VERSUS:sense."
Both
men
VERSUS:stood.
VERSUS:Wyatt
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:unsteady
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:feet. “Let’s
VERSUS:make
VERSUS:it
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:decent
VERSUS:clip,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:we
VERSUS:can
VERSUS:maybe
VERSUS:get
VERSUS:rolling
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:time
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:hit
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:gas
VERSUS:station.
VERSUS:My
VERSUS:car
VERSUS:isn’t
VERSUS:too
VERSUS:far
VERSUS:from
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:fire
VERSUS:road.”
VERSUS:Wyatt
VERSUS:nodded,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:about
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:speak
VERSUS:when
VERSUS:Brick
VERSUS:waved
VERSUS:him
VERSUS:off. “Don’t
VERSUS:thank
VERSUS:me
VERSUS:just
VERSUS:yet.
VERSUS:I’m
VERSUS:glad
VERSUS:I
VERSUS:found
VERSUS:you,
VERSUS:but
VERSUS:we
VERSUS:still
VERSUS:have
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:get
VERSUS:out
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:here.”
* * *
The
line
VERSUS:toned a
VERSUS:familiar
VERSUS:beep.
“Ella…
Elle,
VERSUS:listen.
VERSUS:I’ve
VERSUS:been
VERSUS:trying
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:call
VERSUS:all afternoon
VERSUS:and it’s
VERSUS:going
VERSUS:straight
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:voicemail.
VERSUS:I
VERSUS:know
VERSUS:you’re
VERSUS:angry,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:I
VERSUS:deserve
VERSUS:it.
VERSUS:Not
VERSUS:just
VERSUS:for
VERSUS:this
VERSUS:trip,
VERSUS:but
VERSUS:for
VERSUS:everything.
VERSUS:I’m
VERSUS:sorry
VERSUS:I’ve
VERSUS:been
VERSUS:distant.
VERSUS:I
VERSUS:love
VERSUS:you
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:I
VERSUS:need
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:tell
VERSUS:you
VERSUS:something.
VERSUS:Please
VERSUS:trust
VERSUS:me.”
VERSUS:A
VERSUS:pause. “Don’t
VERSUS:come
VERSUS:home
VERSUS:tonight.
VERSUS:It’s
VERSUS:not
VERSUS:safe.
VERSUS:Your
VERSUS:mom’s
VERSUS:been
VERSUS:asking
VERSUS:for
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:visit
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:I
VERSUS:know
VERSUS:she’s
VERSUS:got
VERSUS:clothes
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:everything
VERSUS:you
VERSUS:need.
VERSUS:Just
VERSUS:please,
VERSUS:for
VERSUS:god’s
VERSUS:sake
VERSUS:stay
VERSUS:clear
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:house
VERSUS:until
VERSUS:I
VERSUS:can
VERSUS:meet
VERSUS:you.”
VERSUS:Wyatt
VERSUS:sighed
VERSUS:heavily. “I
VERSUS:love
VERSUS:you,
VERSUS:more
VERSUS:than
VERSUS:anything.
VERSUS:I’ll
VERSUS:explain
VERSUS:when
VERSUS:I
VERSUS:see
VERSUS:you.”
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:felt
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:twinge
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:fear. “If
VERSUS:you
VERSUS:can’t
VERSUS:get
VERSUS:ahold
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:me
VERSUS:tomorrow,
VERSUS:find
VERSUS:my
VERSUS:old
VERSUS:tool
VERSUS:chest
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:garage.
VERSUS:The
VERSUS:one
VERSUS:I’ve
VERSUS:had
VERSUS:for
VERSUS:ages…
VERSUS:I
VERSUS:love
VERSUS:you.”
He
laid
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:phone
VERSUS:down.
VERSUS:The
VERSUS:back
VERSUS:porch
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:quiet,
VERSUS:opening
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:fallow
VERSUS:pasture
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:woodland.
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:reclined
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:edge
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:steps
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:yard,
VERSUS:barefoot.
VERSUS:Dusk
VERSUS:approached
VERSUS:with a
VERSUS:lavender
VERSUS:sky
VERSUS:crowning
VERSUS:gray
VERSUS:hills
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:distance.
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:took
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:sip
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:lukewarm
VERSUS:coffee.
VERSUS:There
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:no
VERSUS:nausea, and
VERSUS:no
VERSUS:headache
VERSUS:needing
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:be
VERSUS:cowed
VERSUS:by
VERSUS:nicotine.
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:blinked
VERSUS:heavily,
VERSUS:checked
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:watch.
VERSUS:Half
VERSUS:an
VERSUS:hour
VERSUS:until
VERSUS:moonrise.
VERSUS:His
VERSUS:eyelids
VERSUS:were
VERSUS:leaden.
VERSUS:After
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:following
VERSUS:blink,
VERSUS:they
VERSUS:did
VERSUS:not
VERSUS:reopen.
His
cup
VERSUS:rolled
VERSUS:out
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:limp
VERSUS:fingers
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:fell,
VERSUS:trailing
VERSUS:coffee
VERSUS:down
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:stairs.
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:did
VERSUS:not
VERSUS:register
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:car
VERSUS:pulling
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:driveway,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:failed
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:stir
VERSUS:as
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:door
VERSUS:opened
VERSUS:then
VERSUS:slammed
VERSUS:shut.
VERSUS:He did not
VERSUS:hear
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:keys
VERSUS:jingle
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:front
VERSUS:door,
VERSUS:or
VERSUS:clock
VERSUS:the hesitation
VERSUS:before
VERSUS:it
VERSUS:opened.
* * *
At
the
VERSUS:front
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:house,
VERSUS:Ella
VERSUS:paused
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:porch.
VERSUS:The
VERSUS:windows
VERSUS:were
VERSUS:completely
VERSUS:dark
VERSUS:despite
VERSUS:Wyatt’s
VERSUS:truck
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:driveway.
VERSUS:Opening
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:door,
VERSUS:she
VERSUS:flipped
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:entryway
VERSUS:light.
“…Hello? Wyatt,
honey?”
She
smelled
VERSUS:coffee
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:kitchen,
VERSUS:but
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:rest
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:house
VERSUS:appeared
VERSUS:undisturbed.
VERSUS:Wyatt’s
VERSUS:fastidiousness
VERSUS:had
VERSUS:always
VERSUS:been
VERSUS:impressive.
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:terrible
VERSUS:at
VERSUS:remembering
VERSUS:everything
VERSUS:except
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:laundry,
VERSUS:which
VERSUS:he
VERSUS:took
VERSUS:care
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:immediately
VERSUS:after
VERSUS:each
VERSUS:trip.
VERSUS:He’d always
VERSUS:showered
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:shaved
VERSUS:as
VERSUS:if he
VERSUS:couldn’t
VERSUS:wait
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:wash
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:road
VERSUS:off
VERSUS:him.
Ella
saw
VERSUS:none
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:usual
VERSUS:signs. The
VERSUS:washer
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:dryer
VERSUS:were
VERSUS:silent.
VERSUS:Their
VERSUS:bed
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:made,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:bathroom
VERSUS:remained
VERSUS:spotless.
VERSUS:She
VERSUS:shed
VERSUS:her
VERSUS:coat
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:turned
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:lamp.
VERSUS:Her
VERSUS:phone
VERSUS:had
VERSUS:died, and
VERSUS:she
VERSUS:hadn’t
VERSUS:bothered
VERSUS:charging it
VERSUS:during
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:trip
VERSUS:home.
VERSUS:After
VERSUS:plugging
VERSUS:in,
VERSUS:it
VERSUS:power
VERSUS:cycled
VERSUS:while
VERSUS:she
VERSUS:changed into
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:pair
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:baggy
VERSUS:sweats
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:one
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:Wyatt’s
VERSUS:old
VERSUS:shirts.
VERSUS:The
VERSUS:phone
VERSUS:awoke
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:chime for
VERSUS:voicemail.
VERSUS:She
VERSUS:bent
VERSUS:down
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:listen,
VERSUS:tethered
VERSUS:by
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:ridiculously
VERSUS:short
VERSUS:cord.
Not
safe?
VERSUS:Her
VERSUS:face
VERSUS:scrunched in
VERSUS:confusion.
VERSUS:Garage,
VERSUS:toolbox.
VERSUS:Was
VERSUS:that
VERSUS:where
VERSUS:he
VERSUS:kept
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:gun?
VERSUS:She
VERSUS:left
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:phone
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:nightstand
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:strode
VERSUS:quickly
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:hall.
Ella
registered
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:loud
VERSUS:thud
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:back
VERSUS:deck as
VERSUS:she
VERSUS:stepped
VERSUS:into
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:garage.
VERSUS:She
VERSUS:froze,
VERSUS:then
VERSUS:closed
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:door softly
VERSUS:behind
VERSUS:her.
VERSUS:It
VERSUS:wouldn’t
VERSUS:lock
VERSUS:from
VERSUS:inside,
VERSUS:but
VERSUS:there
VERSUS:were
VERSUS:no
VERSUS:windows.
VERSUS:She
VERSUS:pulled
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:chain on the
VERSUS:light
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:began
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:scan
VERSUS:shelves.
VERSUS:Toolbox,
VERSUS:toolbox.
VERSUS:Where
VERSUS:did he
VERSUS:put
VERSUS:it
VERSUS:last?
VERSUS:Fuck.
She
searched
VERSUS:quickly,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:had
VERSUS:worked
VERSUS:her way
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:far
VERSUS:end
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:garage
VERSUS:just
VERSUS:as
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:door
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:house
VERSUS:exploded
VERSUS:behind
VERSUS:her.
* * *
Wyatt
stirred.
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:blinked,
VERSUS:then
VERSUS:shot
VERSUS:up
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:horrified
VERSUS:recognition.
VERSUS:It
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:dark
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:deck,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:light
VERSUS:spilled
VERSUS:from
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:bedroom
VERSUS:windows.
VERSUS:She’d
VERSUS:come
VERSUS:home.
VERSUS:WHY
VERSUS:had
VERSUS:she
VERSUS:come
VERSUS:home!?
He’d
just
VERSUS:managed
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:get
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:feet
VERSUS:when
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:vision
VERSUS:swam
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:lost
VERSUS:focus.
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:clutched
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:chest,
VERSUS:tried
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:inhale,
VERSUS:but
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:diaphragm
VERSUS:seized.
VERSUS:Dropping
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:knees,
VERSUS:he
VERSUS:hunched
VERSUS:over
VERSUS:helplessly.
VERSUS:His
VERSUS:hair
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:damp
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:sweat,
VERSUS:beginning
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:thicken
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:spread.
VERSUS:Widening
VERSUS:shoulders
VERSUS:packed
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:muscle,
VERSUS:brutally
VERSUS:reshaping
VERSUS:flesh.
VERSUS:This
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:familiar
VERSUS:agony,
VERSUS:but
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:an
VERSUS:intensity
VERSUS:that
VERSUS:beggared
VERSUS:belief.
VERSUS:Fingers
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:toes
VERSUS:flexed
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:increasing
VERSUS:beat
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:heart,
VERSUS:bones
VERSUS:lengthening
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:pushing
VERSUS:against
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:skin.
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:fell
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:side;
VERSUS:joints
VERSUS:squelched and realigned.
VERSUS:Wyatt's
VERSUS:body
VERSUS:felt
VERSUS:utterly
VERSUS:crushed
VERSUS:as
VERSUS:he
VERSUS:lay
VERSUS:curled
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:himself.
VERSUS:Blind
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:deaf
VERSUS:beneath
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:wolf,
VERSUS:he
VERSUS:struggled
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:each
VERSUS:inhale
VERSUS:against
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:piercing
VERSUS:cramps
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:ribcage.
Then
somehow,
VERSUS:he
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:moving
VERSUS:again,
VERSUS:slowly
VERSUS:crawling
VERSUS:toward
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:sliding
VERSUS:glass
VERSUS:door
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:kitchen.
VERSUS:Teeth
VERSUS:extended
VERSUS:beneath
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:nose
VERSUS:pulled
VERSUS:outward,
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:canines
VERSUS:now
VERSUS:over
VERSUS:an
VERSUS:inch
VERSUS:long.
VERSUS:Lips
VERSUS:stretching
VERSUS:thin,
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:mouth
VERSUS:made
VERSUS:sharp,
VERSUS:halting
VERSUS:noises.
VERSUS:Each
VERSUS:pause
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:horrible
VERSUS:partial
VERSUS:lungful
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:air
VERSUS:punctuated
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:something
VERSUS:like
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:mangled
VERSUS:growl.
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:fighting
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:shirt,
VERSUS:when
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:spasm
VERSUS:caused
VERSUS:him
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:rip
VERSUS:it
VERSUS:from
VERSUS:collar
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:hem.
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:retched a
VERSUS:deep
VERSUS:wet
VERSUS:cough,
VERSUS:lengthened
VERSUS:tongue
VERSUS:lolling
VERSUS:out
VERSUS:over
VERSUS:obscene
VERSUS:teeth.
VERSUS:The
VERSUS:edges
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:mouth
VERSUS:were
VERSUS:tinged
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:blood.
VERSUS:His
VERSUS:breathing
VERSUS:eased
VERSUS:as
VERSUS:he
VERSUS:reached
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:door.
VERSUS:Clumsy,
VERSUS:clawed
VERSUS:hands
VERSUS:slid
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:glass
VERSUS:pane
VERSUS:open,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:it
VERSUS:banged
VERSUS:loudly
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:stops.
He
lurched
VERSUS:down
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:hall,
VERSUS:unsure
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:next
VERSUS:move.
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:could
VERSUS:smell
VERSUS:Ella
VERSUS:close by.
VERSUS:From
VERSUS:rough
VERSUS:measurements,
VERSUS:he
VERSUS:knew
VERSUS:he’d
VERSUS:be
VERSUS:over
VERSUS:seven
VERSUS:feet
VERSUS:tall
VERSUS:wearing
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:wolf’s
VERSUS:skin,
VERSUS:lean
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:heavily
VERSUS:muscled. His
VERSUS:coat had thickened
VERSUS:beneath
VERSUS:tattered
VERSUS:clothing.
VERSUS:There was
VERSUS:now
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:tufted
VERSUS:mane
VERSUS:extending
VERSUS:halfway
VERSUS:down his
VERSUS:broad
VERSUS:back,
VERSUS:to a
VERSUS:mostly-naked
VERSUS:tail wringing
VERSUS:itself
VERSUS:out
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:spine.
VERSUS:Tendons
VERSUS:shifted
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:clicked
VERSUS:into
VERSUS:place
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:widened
VERSUS:frame.
VERSUS:A
VERSUS:shaggy
VERSUS:hedge
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:brown
VERSUS:fur
VERSUS:extended
VERSUS:from
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:chest
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:crotch,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:continued
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:spread
VERSUS:like
VERSUS:water
VERSUS:wicking
VERSUS:through
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:dishtowel.
VERSUS:Looking
VERSUS:down
VERSUS:at
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:corded
VERSUS:muscles
VERSUS:expanding
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:forearms,
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:fur
VERSUS:thickened
VERSUS:before
VERSUS:obscuring
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:skin
VERSUS:completely.
VERSUS:He
VERSUS:caught
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:reflection
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:hall
VERSUS:mirror.
VERSUS:Amber
VERSUS:eyes
VERSUS:greeted
VERSUS:him,
VERSUS:flanking
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:muzzle
VERSUS:dotted
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:flecks
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:white
VERSUS:hairs. He
VERSUS:recalled
VERSUS:Brick’s
VERSUS:proficiency
VERSUS:with words
VERSUS:while in his shifted form, and
VERSUS:growled
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:frustration
VERSUS:at
VERSUS:how
VERSUS:useful
VERSUS:speech
VERSUS:would
VERSUS:be
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:this
VERSUS:moment.
The
change
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:almost
VERSUS:finished
VERSUS:as
VERSUS:Wyatt
VERSUS:reached
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:garage.
VERSUS:One
VERSUS:last,
VERSUS:powerful
VERSUS:spasm
VERSUS:lanced
VERSUS:through
VERSUS:his
VERSUS:body.
VERSUS:Vision
VERSUS:flashed
VERSUS:white
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:he
VERSUS:stumbled,
VERSUS:crashing
VERSUS:headlong
VERSUS:through
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:door.
VERSUS:The
VERSUS:wooden
VERSUS:panel
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:part
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:frame
VERSUS:exploded
VERSUS:inward,
VERSUS:impacted
VERSUS:by
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:tumbling
VERSUS:beast.
VERSUS:The
VERSUS:shock
VERSUS:knocked
VERSUS:shelves askew,
VERSUS:sending
VERSUS:tools
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:jars
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:hardware
VERSUS:flying
VERSUS:down
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:three
VERSUS:steps
VERSUS:to the
VERSUS:floor.
VERSUS:Glass
VERSUS:exploded
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:concrete,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:a brown-black mass thudded
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:ground.
VERSUS:His
VERSUS:skull
VERSUS:smacked
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:slab,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:last
VERSUS:thing
VERSUS:Wyatt
VERSUS:heard
VERSUS:before
VERSUS:losing
VERSUS:consciousness
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:Ella’s
VERSUS:scream.
* * *
Ella
stood
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:her
VERSUS:back
VERSUS:pressed
VERSUS:hard
VERSUS:against
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:shelves.
VERSUS:Silhouetted
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:harsh
VERSUS:light
VERSUS:spilling
VERSUS:through
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:shattered
VERSUS:wooden
VERSUS:door frame
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:hulking
VERSUS:wolf-creature.
VERSUS:Poised
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:two
VERSUS:legs,
VERSUS:its
VERSUS:tufted
VERSUS:ears
VERSUS:brushed
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:roof
VERSUS:trusses.
VERSUS:Its
VERSUS:features
VERSUS:were
VERSUS:obscured
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:shadow,
VERSUS:apart
VERSUS:from
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:flicker
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:tapetum
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:its
VERSUS:eyes.
VERSUS:It
VERSUS:stepped
VERSUS:forward
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:she
VERSUS:winced,
VERSUS:then
VERSUS:heard
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:claw
VERSUS:click
VERSUS:against
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:switch
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:fluorescent
VERSUS:shop
VERSUS:lights
VERSUS:pinged
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:life
VERSUS:along
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:shelves.
VERSUS:The
VERSUS:glow
VERSUS:revealed
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:canine
VERSUS:creature
VERSUS:furred
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:dark
VERSUS:brown
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:black.
VERSUS:Its
VERSUS:expression
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:fierce,
VERSUS:but
VERSUS:haunted
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:exhaustion.
VERSUS:Its
VERSUS:breath
VERSUS:came
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:labored
VERSUS:huffs
VERSUS:from
VERSUS:jowls
VERSUS:flecked
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:frothy
VERSUS:spittle.
The
creature
VERSUS:stepped
VERSUS:towards
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:set
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:cabinets,
VERSUS:doors
VERSUS:askew.
VERSUS:It
VERSUS:reached
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:high
VERSUS:shelf
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:searched
VERSUS:there
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:awkward
VERSUS:fingers.
VERSUS:Then
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:wolf-man
VERSUS:turned
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:lowered
VERSUS:itself
VERSUS:onto
VERSUS:its
VERSUS:haunches,
VERSUS:its
VERSUS:nose
VERSUS:flaring
VERSUS:wet
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:artificial
VERSUS:light.
VERSUS:Ella
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:now
VERSUS:roughly
VERSUS:even
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:its
VERSUS:snout
VERSUS:as she
VERSUS:stood.
VERSUS:Clasped in
VERSUS:its paws
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:small
VERSUS:metal
VERSUS:box.
VERSUS:The
VERSUS:creature
VERSUS:placed
VERSUS:it
VERSUS:clumsily
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:ground,
VERSUS:then slid it
VERSUS:across
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:concrete
VERSUS:towards
VERSUS:Ella.
VERSUS:The
VERSUS:box
VERSUS:rasped
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:stop
VERSUS:at
VERSUS:her
VERSUS:feet,
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:creature
VERSUS:sat
VERSUS:back
VERSUS:once
VERSUS:more.
VERSUS:The
VERSUS:heavy
VERSUS:head
VERSUS:lolled
VERSUS:to
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:side,
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:body
VERSUS:shuddering
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:effort;
VERSUS:turning
VERSUS:away,
VERSUS:it
VERSUS:lay
VERSUS:down
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:curled
VERSUS:itself
VERSUS:up,
VERSUS:utterly
VERSUS:spent.
Ella
stooped
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:pulled
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:box
VERSUS:towards
VERSUS:her
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:shaking
VERSUS:hands,
VERSUS:one
VERSUS:eye
VERSUS:on
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:prone
VERSUS:creature. The
VERSUS:box
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:quite
VERSUS:heavy
VERSUS:for
VERSUS:its
VERSUS:size.
VERSUS:She
VERSUS:opened
VERSUS:it
VERSUS:carefully.
VERSUS:Inside
VERSUS:were
VERSUS:stacks
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:photos
VERSUS:rubber-banded
VERSUS:together.
VERSUS:Polaroids
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:prints
VERSUS:of…
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:this
VERSUS:creature.
VERSUS:Beneath
VERSUS:these
VERSUS:were
VERSUS:bagged
VERSUS:tufts
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:hair,
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:well-used
VERSUS:journal
VERSUS:and
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:long,
VERSUS:naked
VERSUS:tooth
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:an
VERSUS:envelope.
VERSUS:At
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:bottom
VERSUS:of
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:box
VERSUS:was a worn Smith & Wesson model 29
VERSUS:with
VERSUS:cartridges
VERSUS:glinting
VERSUS:in
VERSUS:the
VERSUS:cylinder.
VERSUS:Attached
VERSUS:to the
VERSUS:trigger
VERSUS:guard
VERSUS:was
VERSUS:a
VERSUS:small
tag:
“The
bullets
tag:are
tag:silver –
tag:it’s
tag:an
tag:old
tag:wives’
tag:tale,
tag:but
tag:I
tag:can
tag:feel
tag:the
tag:metal
tag:hum
tag:in
tag:my
tag:molars
tag:when
tag:I’m
tag:close.”
She
glanced at
tag:the
tag:sleeping
tag:creature,
tag:closed her
tag:eyes
tag:for
tag:a
tag:moment,
tag:then
tag:replaced
tag:the
tag:pistol.
tag:A
tag:large
tag:envelope
tag:of
tag:photo prints
tag:labeled “SEQUENCE”
tag:caught
tag:her
tag:eye.
tag:On
tag:top
tag:of
tag:the
tag:stack
tag:was
tag:a
tag:full
tag:body
tag:shot
tag:of
tag:the
tag:beastly
tag:figure,
tag:and
tag:the
tag:next
tag:as
tag:well.
tag:There
tag:were
tag:slight
tag:differences
tag:as
tag:Ella
tag:continued
tag:down
tag:the
tag:stack.
tag:Muscled
tag:wolf-body
tag:shrank
tag:backward
tag:with
tag:each
tag:frame,
tag:muzzle and
tag:ears
tag:losing
tag:their
tag:definition.
tag:Fur
tag:receded
tag:to
tag:reveal
tag:skin,
tag:and – !
Tattoos.
Her
eyes
tag:locked
tag:onto
tag:the
tag:sleeping
tag:creature
tag:once
tag:more.
tag:Ella
tag:fished
tag:for
tag:the
tag:gun,
tag:letting
tag:the
tag:box
tag:fall
tag:to
tag:the
tag:floor
tag:once
tag:she
tag:took
tag:hold
tag:of
tag:the
tag:grip.
tag:Papers
tag:scattered
tag:and
tag:came
tag:to
tag:rest
tag:on
tag:the
tag:ground
tag:as
tag:she
tag:gingerly
tag:approached
tag:the
tag:sleeping
tag:form,
tag:barrel
tag:centered
tag:on
tag:its
tag:broad
tag:back.
tag:Glancing
tag:down,
tag:she
tag:saw
tag:pictures
tag:from
tag:one
tag:of
tag:their
tag:camping
tag:trips back
tag:when
tag:they
tag:were
tag:dating,
tag:resting
tag:next
tag:to
tag:a
tag:photo
tag:of
tag:bared
tag:teeth
tag:that
tag:almost
tag:filled
tag:the
tag:frame.
tag:She
tag:was
tag:terrified,
tag:but
tag:couldn’t
tag:bring
tag:herself
tag:to
tag:flee.
tag:Her
tag:hand
tag:hesitated
tag:before
tag:making
tag:contact,
tag:curiosity
tag:edging
tag:out
tag:fear.
tag:Pushing
tag:the
tag:fur
tag:aside
tag:on
tag:one
tag:massive
tag:shoulder
tag:revealed
tag:the
tag:skin
tag:beneath,
tag:and
tag:familiar
tag:patterns.
“…Wyatt?”
* * *
She
returned
tag:to
tag:the
tag:garage
tag:near
tag:dawn,
tag:carrying
tag:blankets
tag:and
tag:a
tag:pillow.
tag:In
tag:the
tag:intervening
tag:hours,
tag:Ella
tag:had
tag:devoured
tag:a
tag:decent
tag:chunk
tag:of
tag:the
tag:journal.
tag:It
tag:and
tag:the
tag:photos
tag:were
tag:arranged
tag:in
tag:neat
tag:stacks
tag:on
tag:a
tag:workbench.
tag:A
tag:pile
tag:of
tag:broken
tag:glass
tag:and
tag:debris
tag:had
tag:been
tag:swept
tag:into
tag:the
tag:far
tag:corner.
tag:Wyatt’s
tag:wolf-shape
tag:remained
tag:asleep.
tag:Reading
tag:entry
tag:after
tag:entry,
tag:it
tag:was as
tag:if
tag:she
tag:was
tag:somehow
tag:catching
tag:up
tag:with
tag:her
tag:partner
tag:after
tag:a
tag:long
tag:journey.
Her
reading
tag:stopped
tag:at
tag:the
tag:page
tag:written
tag:a
tag:couple
tag:of
tag:weeks
tag:prior,
tag:before
tag:his
tag:last
tag:trip.
tag:Wyatt
tag:had
tag:penned
tag:in
tag:his
tag:careful
hand:“…I
hand:can’t
hand:stand
hand:this.
hand:I
hand:don’t
hand:want
hand:to
hand:wake
hand:up
hand:alone
hand:anymore.”
Softly,
gently,
hand:she
hand:lay down
hand:next
hand:to
hand:him
hand:and
hand:felt
hand:his
hand:steady
hand:heartbeat.
hand:Her
hand:hand
hand:grasped
hand:a
hand:single
hand:clawed
hand:finger
hand:and
hand:held
hand:it
hand:tightly.
This
was
hand:the
hand:second
hand:and final
hand:part
hand:of “Awake” by Jim Redfoot, read for you
hand:by
hand:Rob MacWolf, Werewolf
hand:Hitchhiker.
As
always,
hand:you
hand:can
hand:find
hand:more
hand:stories
hand:on
hand:the
hand:web
hand:at
hand:thevoice.dog,
hand:or
hand:find
hand:the
hand:show
hand:wherever
hand:you
hand:get
hand:your
hand:podcasts.
hand:Thank
hand:you
hand:for
hand:listening
hand:to
hand:The
hand:Voice
hand:of
hand:Dog.