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[18+] “Desire’s Wings” by Rykar Thornpaw (read by Greyloch, part 1 of 2)

[18+] On an unassuming day, Rykar finds himself challenged by new desires awakened by going out to a leather bar with his friends.

Today’s story is the first of two parts of “Desire’s Wings” by Rykar Thornpaw, a wheelchair-using liotter who loves science fiction and fantasy. He is currently outlining and drafting a trilogy of science-fantasy books set in his own world named Oros.

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lion

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otter.

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blessing:

face

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muzzle is otter-like

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in

blessing:

shape,

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blessing:

the

blessing:

rest

blessing:

of

blessing:

my

blessing:

body

blessing:

is

blessing:

all

blessing:

lion.

blessing:

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and

blessing:

compact,

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still

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sleek

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due

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to

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my

blessing:

otter

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heritage.

blessing:

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blessing:

arms

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are

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strong,

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but

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my

blessing:

legs

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aren’t. It’s

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been

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way,

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could

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know

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why.

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blessing:

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getting

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my

blessing:

clothes

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on,

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I

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get

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a

blessing:

ping

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from

blessing:

my

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phone.

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for

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tonight?

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Dan

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:

30 pm! -

:

Will

Ah.

:

I

:

had

:

completely

:

forgotten

:

that

:

it

:

was

:

Will’s

:

birthday

:

today.

:

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:

wanted

:

to

:

go

:

to

:

a

:

store

:

and

:

bar

:

tonight.

:

We

:

were

:

gonna

:

eat

:

on

:

the

:

way,

:

but

:

they

:

decided

:

against

:

it

:

at

:

the

:

last

:

minute.

:

Will

:

and

:

Dan

:

were

:

gay,

:

and I

:

had

:

befriended

:

them

:

one

:

day

:

when

:

I

:

accidentally

:

locked

:

myself

:

out

:

of

:

my

:

apartment

:

a

:

couple

:

weeks

:

in.

:

They

:

helped

:

me

:

get

:

a

:

spare

:

key,

:

and

:

it

:

was

:

history

:

from

:

there.

:

I

:

hadn’t

:

really

:

befriended

:

anyone

:

else

:

in

:

Rosewood

:

Towers

:

except

:

them.

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Will’s

:

a

:

huge

:

lion,

:

and

:

Dan

:

is

:

an

:

even

:

bigger

:

tiger.

:

They

:

call

:

themselves

:

odd

:

titles,

:

like

:

sir,

:

daddy,

:

boy and

:

puppy. I

:

think

:

I’ve

:

even

:

heard

:

Dan

:

call

:

Will his

:

master

:

before.

:

I

:

don’t

:

think

:

the

:

puppy

:

title

:

makes

:

sense

:

because

:

Will’s a

:

lion,

:

but

:

still.

:

Both

:

are

:

in

:

the

:

local

:

leather

:

scene

:

here.

:

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:

not

:

something

:

I’m

:

really

:

into,

:

but

:

I

:

support

:

them

:

both.

:

Truthfully,

:

I

:

think

:

the leather

:

outfits

:

they

:

wear

:

look

:

a

:

little

:

silly,

:

but

:

who

:

am

:

I

:

to

:

judge?

:

I’ve

:

always

:

admired

:

Will

:

and

:

Dan’s

:

ability

:

to

:

shrug

:

off

:

weird

:

looks

:

from

:

animals

:

when

:

they’re

:

wearing

:

their

:

leathers,

:

honestly.

:

I

:

wish

:

I

:

could

:

work

:

up

:

the

:

confidence

:

to

:

try

:

some

:

leather

:

someday.

:

I

:

just

:

don’t

:

want

:

to

:

stand

:

out

:

anymore

:

than

:

I

:

already

:

do.

:

I’m

:

disabled, and

:

on

:

top

:

of

:

it,

:

I’m

:

a

:

hybrid.

:

Wearing

:

leather

:

would

:

just

:

make

:

me

:

feel

:

silly.

:

Maybe

:

someday.

**

The

:

soft

:

cotton

:

of

:

my

:

white

:

long-sleeve

:

shirt

:

feels

:

nice

:

against

:

my

:

fur,

:

and

:

my

:

sweatpants

:

are

:

nice

:

and

:

comfy. I

:

shoot

:

off

:

a

:

quick

:

text

:

saying

:

I’m

:

excited, then

:

I

:

prepare

:

a

:

modest

:

breakfast,

:

some

:

cereal.

I

:

sit on

:

the

:

couch

:

and

:

eat.

:

It

:

is

:

quite

:

yummy.

:

I

:

have

:

a

:

whole

:

day

:

to

:

myself

:

before

:

Will

:

and

:

Dan

:

get

:

here.

:

Time

:

to

:

do

:

all

:

the

:

things

:

that

:

need

:

doing,

:

like

:

cleaning,

:

and

:

folding

:

laundry.

:

Boring

:

stuff,

:

but

:

it

:

needs

:

to

:

be

:

done.

**

After

:

I

:

clean

:

my

:

apartment,

:

dust

:

all

:

the

:

furniture,

:

and

:

vacuum

:

the

:

best

:

I

:

can,

:

I

:

tackle

:

my

:

laundry. As

:

I

:

fold

:

clothes

:

my

:

mind

:

wanders.

:

I

:

wonder

:

how

:

my

:

family

:

is

:

doing.

:

I

:

should

:

call

:

them

:

tomorrow.

:

Then

:

my

:

mind

:

drifts

:

to

:

Dan

:

and

:

Will.

:

They

:

seem

:

really

:

happy

:

together,

:

I’m

:

glad

:

for

:

them. I

:

really

:

hope

:

I

:

can

:

get

:

a

:

partner

:

like

:

one

:

of

:

them.

:

They

:

seem…so

:

in

:

sync

:

with

:

one

:

another,

:

it’s

:

crazy.

:

I’ve

:

even

:

heard

:

them

:

finish

:

each

:

other’s

:

sentences.

:

I’ve never

:

really

:

thought

:

about

:

dating

:

before,

:

really.

:

I

:

mean,

:

of

:

course

:

I

:

have.

:

I

:

know

:

there’s

:

someone

:

for

:

me,

:

it’s…just…who

:

would

:

want

:

to

:

live

:

with

:

a

:

disabled

:

person?

:

Who

:

would

:

want

:

me?

:

I’m…useless.

:

Worthless.

:

Broken.

:

But

:

I

:

know

:

that’s

:

just

:

lies

:

my

:

mind

:

tells

:

me.

:

I’m

:

a

:

catch.

:

I’m

:

funny,

:

smart,

:

kind,

:

and

:

a

:

ray

:

of

:

light.

:

I’m

:

desirable.

:

I

:

reassure

:

myself

:

as

:

I

:

finish

:

up

:

my

:

laundry.

**

The

:

next

:

thing

:

on

:

my

:

list

:

is

:

to

:

relax

:

and

:

have

:

a

:

quick

:

lunch

:

before

:

Dan and

:

Will

:

get

:

here.

:

I

:

take

:

out

:

a

:

frozen

:

pot

:

pie,

:

heat it

:

up

:

in

:

the

:

microwave,

:

and

:

eat

:

it. I’ve

:

always

:

loved

:

pot

:

pies,

:

the

:

creamy

:

richness

:

of

:

all

:

the

:

flavors

:

go

:

so

:

well

:

together.

:

I

:

grew

:

up

:

eating

:

them,

:

and I

:

still

:

love

:

them.

After

:

I

:

eat,

:

I

:

scroll

:

on

:

my

:

phone.

:

I

:

keep

:

seeing

:

videos

:

of

:

wolves

:

and

:

otters

:

putting

:

on

:

fashionable

:

leather

:

jackets.

:

The

:

sound

:

of

:

them

:

is

:

enhanced

:

by

:

some

:

microphones

:

they

:

hold

:

near

:

as

:

they

:

put

:

them

:

on.

The

:

videos

:

begin

:

to

:

slowly

:

increase

:

in

:

intensity.

:

Another

:

video

:

shows

:

me

:

a

:

big,

:

burly,

:

barrel-chested

:

older

:

otter

:

in a

:

harness,

:

and

:

tight

:

leather

:

pants

:

that

:

leave

:

little

:

to

:

the

:

imagination. Whoa.

:

That

:

otter is

:

ripped.

:

Those pecs…

:

The

:

otter

:

starts

:

flexing

:

for

:

the

:

viewer. “Like

:

that,

:

boy?”

:

The

:

otter

:

rasps

:

in a

:

gruff,

:

heavily

:

masculinized

:

manner.

What

:

the

:

fuck

:

am

:

I

:

watching?

:

And

:

why

:

am

:

I…hard?

:

When

:

did

:

I

:

get

:

onto

:

the

:

gay

:

side

:

of

:

Boople? …Am I gay? No.

:

I’ve

:

had

:

crushes

:

on

:

female

:

animals

:

before!

:

For

:

crying

:

out

:

loud,

:

there

:

was

:

Sabrina!

:

So

:

why

:

am

:

I

:

hard?

I

:

feel

:

the

:

slow

:

beginnings

:

of

:

confused

:

arousal

:

start

:

in

:

my

:

groin

:

as

:

I

:

swipe

:

through

:

more

:

and

:

more

:

videos

:

of

:

male

:

lions,

:

tigers,

:

cheetahs,

:

leopards, and

:

many

:

other

:

animals,

:

all

:

wearing

:

leather

:

of

:

some

:

sort.

:

From

:

brown

:

to

:

black,

:

to

:

whole

:

uniforms

:

with

:

red

:

and

:

blue

:

accents,

:

the

:

colors

:

weave

:

and

:

blur

:

together

:

into

:

a

:

muted

:

painting.

A

:

harnessed

:

cheetah

:

wearing

:

a

:

leather

:

jockstrap

:

dances

:

in

:

a

:

nightclub.

:

Swipe.

A

:

polar

:

bear

:

wearing

:

a

:

Muir

:

cap,

:

leather

:

gloves,

:

and

:

leather

:

pants

:

smiles

:

at

:

me,

:

and

:

caresses

:

what

:

looks like

:

to

:

be

:

a

:

whip. “Ready

:

for

:

your

:

punishment,

:

boy?

:

Daddy’s been

:

waiting.”

:

Swipe.
My

:

eyes

:

grow

:

wide

:

at

:

that

:

one.

A

:

handsome

:

lion

:

begins

:

suiting

:

up

:

in

:

a

:

full

:

leather

:

uniform.

:

He’s

:

naked

:

except

:

for

:

his

:

underwear,

:

which

:

sports an

:

impressive

:

bulge.

:

It

:

cuts

:

to

:

him

:

wearing

:

a

:

leather

:

shirt

:

and

:

pants.

:

He

:

grins

:

at

:

the

:

camera,

:

and

:

flexes

:

his

:

pecs.

:

Then

:

he

:

puts

:

on

:

gloves,

:

boots,

:

and

:

a

:

jacket.

:

Finally, he

:

pretends

:

to

:

kiss

:

the

:

screen.

Then,

:

I

:

find

:

a

:

video

:

that

:

sent

:

my

:

confused

:

arousal

:

into

:

overdrive.

:

My

:

paw

:

instinctively

:

goes

:

to

:

my

:

rock-hard

:

erection,

:

and I

:

begin

:

to

:

stroke

:

myself.

:

I

:

see

:

a

:

male

:

otter

:

on

:

his

:

knees,

:

wearing

:

all

:

leather,

:

like

:

the

:

lion

:

in

:

the

:

video

:

just

:

before.

:

He’s

:

collared

:

and

:

leashed,

:

looking

:

suggestively

:

at

:

a

:

tiger

:

wearing,

:

yet

:

again,

:

a

:

full

:

leather

:

uniform.

:

They

:

begin

:

to

:

make

:

out,

:

the

:

soft,

:

wet

:

sounds

:

of

:

their

:

kissing

:

is

:

heard

:

through

:

my

:

phone. I

:

softly

:

groan

:

and

:

gasp

:

as

:

my

:

erection

:

throbs

:

with

:

need.

:

I

:

put

:

my

:

paw

:

down

:

my

:

underwear

:

and

:

feel

:

my

:

pulsating,

:

thick,

:

barbed

:

cock.

:

My

:

soft

:

pawpads

:

caress

:

and

:

pull

:

upwards.

:

The

:

otter

:

and

:

tiger

:

continue

:

to

:

make

:

out

:

intensely, and their

:

creaky

:

leather

:

uniforms

:

are

:

so

:

loud.

:

God.

:

Why

:

is

:

this

:

so

:

hot

:

to

:

me?

:

My

:

cock

:

continues

:

to

:

grow

:

harder.

:

I’m

:

at

:

full

:

mast

:

now.

:

I’ve

:

never

:

been

:

this

:

hard

:

in

:

my

:

life.

:

The otter

:

breaks

:

away,

:

and calls

:

the

:

tiger

:

daddy.

:

My

:

cock

:

twitches

:

involuntarily,

:

as

:

I

:

gasp

:

and

:

squeak

:

and

:

groan

:

with

:

pleasure. “Mmmpph!!” I

:

feverishly

:

stroke

:

and

:

moan.

:

My

:

shaft

:

pulsates

:

as

:

I

:

imagine

:

myself

:

being

:

sandwiched

:

between

:

the

:

two

:

male

:

animals.

I

:

peak

:

and

:

ride

:

the

:

crest

:

of

:

my

:

orgasm

:

as

:

warm

:

sticky

:

semen

:

gushes

:

into

:

my

:

paw

:

and

:

floods

:

my

:

underwear.

:

The

:

video

:

has

:

replayed

:

itself

:

three

:

times

:

now,

:

each

:

utterance

:

of “daddy”

:

sending

:

me

:

into

:

a

:

spiral

:

of

:

confusion.

:

I

:

take

:

my

:

paw

:

from

:

my

:

cock.

:

The

:

warm

:

light

:

of

:

my

:

lamp

:

glistens

:

off

:

my

:

semen-coated

:

digits.

:

I

:

lick

:

it.

:

I groan

:

as

:

I

:

do,

:

sending

:

another

:

shockwave

:

of

:

arousal

:

directly

:

to

:

my

:

painfully

:

hard

:

cock.

:

I suckle

:

my

:

own

:

paw,

:

tasting

:

my

:

cum. It

:

tastes...salty.

:

I…can’t

:

believe

:

I

:

just

:

did

:

that.

:

Ew.

:

But

:

it

:

tasted….good.

**

Why’d

:

I

:

do

:

that?

:

Why’d

:

I

:

imagine

:

all

:

that?

:

Am

:

I

:

gay?

:

I

:

can’t

:

be gay! No! I….just….animals

:

get

:

horny

:

sometimes!

:

It’s

:

fine!

I

:

change

:

my

:

underwear

:

and

:

put

:

on

:

a

:

fresh

:

pair,

:

stuffing

:

my

:

cum-stained

:

undies

:

in

:

my

:

laundry

:

basket

:

in

:

my

:

bedroom.

:

Fuck.

:

Now

:

Will

:

and

:

Dan

:

are

:

gonna

:

smell

:

it

:

and

:

I

:

don’t

:

have

:

any

:

more

:

dirty

:

laundry

:

to

:

hide

:

it!

….The

:

next

:

best

:

thing

:

is

:

to

:

lick

:

it

:

clean.

:

That’s

:

the

:

only

:

thing

:

I

:

can

:

think

:

to

:

do.

:

There’s

:

no

:

time

:

for

:

me

:

to

:

do

:

a

:

whole

:

load

:

of

:

laundry, not

:

before

:

they

:

get

:

here.

:

So

:

I

:

do

:

what

:

needs

:

to

:

be

:

done.

:

I

:

swipe

:

my

:

tongue

:

over

:

my

:

underwear,

:

smelling

:

my

:

own

:

cum and musk.

:

My

:

eyes grow

:

wide

:

as

:

my

:

cock

:

begins

:

to

:

throb

:

with

:

arousal.

N-No! Not

:

again!

I

:

begin

:

to

:

huff

:

my

:

underwear,

:

and

:

lick

:

my

:

own

:

cum

:

from

:

my

:

underwear

:

so

:

it’s

:

relatively

:

clean.

:

I can’t

:

stop

:

smelling

:

my

:

own

:

musk.

:

The

:

tsunami

:

of

:

arousal

:

is

:

about

:

to

:

crash,

:

but

:

I

:

stay

:

my

:

paw.

:

I

:

must

:

be

:

calm

:

and

:

collected,

:

although

:

my

:

mind

:

is

:

persistently

:

focused

:

on

:

my

:

own

:

musk. “I

:

will

:

not

:

be….aroused…”

:

I

:

growl

:

to

:

myself

:

as

:

I

:

clean

:

my

:

underwear,

:

while

:

sporting

:

a

:

massive

:

erection.

**

I

:

manage

:

to

:

not

:

give

:

into

:

my

:

impulses,

:

and

:

I

:

brush

:

my

:

teeth

:

and

:

use

:

mouthwash

:

for

:

tonight.

:

I

:

also

:

change

:

into

:

something

:

more

:

presentable

:

than

:

just

:

raggedy

:

sweatpants

:

and

:

a

:

long-sleeve

:

shirt.

:

I

:

now

:

have

:

slightly

:

nicer

:

sweatpants

:

on,

:

and

:

a

:

better,

:

more

:

formal

:

long-sleeve

:

shirt on,

:

in

:

a

:

soft

:

blue,

:

my

:

favorite

:

color.

:

It

:

reminds

:

me

:

of

:

the

:

ocean,

:

my

:

favorite

:

place

:

to

:

be.

:

It’s 4:30

:

pm,

:

they

:

should be

:

here

:

soon

:

to

:

eat

:

a

:

quick

:

dinner.

:

I’m

:

on

:

Boople

:

while

:

I’m

:

waiting,

:

and

:

there’s

:

no

:

sign

:

of

:

leather-wearing

:

animals

:

anywhere.

Ding!

I

:

pad

:

over

:

to

:

unlock

:

the

:

door,

:

and

:

I

:

hear

:

Will

:

and

:

Dan

:

before

:

I

:

see

:

them.

:

Why

:

do

:

they

:

sound…so

:

familiar?

:

I

:

open

:

the

:

door,

:

and

:

all

:

I

:

see

:

is

:

leather.

:

My

:

eyes

:

widen.

:

I take in

:

their

:

smiles,

:

their

:

bright-eyed

:

enthusiasm

:

to

:

see

:

me,

:

but

:

all

:

I

:

can

:

focus

:

on

:

is

:

their

:

leather.

“Hey

:

man!

:

You

:

ready

:

for

:

tonight?”

:

Will,

:

the

:

smaller,

:

younger

:

lion

:

says.

:

Dan

:

steps

:

in

:

as

:

well,

:

and

:

offers

:

his

:

hellos.

:

Both

:

are

:

dressed

:

in

:

full

:

leather

:

uniforms,

:

just

:

like

:

the

:

ones

:

I

:

saw

:

on

:

Boople.

:

My

:

breathing

:

quickens

:

a

:

bit

:

before

:

I

:

manage

:

to

:

calm

:

down.

:

Both

:

are

:

very

:

muscular,

:

and

:

heavyset,

:

like

:

powerlifters.

:

They

:

both

:

hug

:

me,

:

their

:

strong

:

arms

:

encircle

:

me.

“Y-yeah!

:

I’m

:

excited!

:

Where’d

:

you

:

say

:

we were

:

going

:

tonight?”

:

I

:

ask,

:

nervous

:

laughter

:

bubbling

:

up

:

from

:

my

:

muzzle.

:

Yet

:

again,

:

the

:

name

:

of

:

the

:

store

:

and

:

bar

:

eludes

:

me. Did

:

they

:

say

:

it in their texts?

:

I

:

don’t think

:

so.

“We’re

:

going

:

to

:

Void

:

Leathers

:

tonight

:

to

:

pick

:

up

:

a

:

new

:

jacket

:

for

:

Will

:

here!

:

Then

:

we’re

:

going

:

to

:

the

:

new

:

Eclipse

:

bar

:

that

:

just

:

opened

:

last

:

month.

:

Come

:

on,

:

get

:

with

:

it,

:

Rykar.

:

We

:

talked

:

about

:

this, and

:

you

:

aren’t…really

:

dressed

:

for

:

the

:

occasion.

:

Or

:

did

:

you

:

want

:

to

:

stick

:

out

:

like

:

a

:

sore

:

dewclaw?

:

I

:

know you

:

aren’t….well,

:

gay

:

but

:

still.

:

You

:

still

:

into going?”

:

Will

:

rumbles

:

good-naturedly.

I

:

nod,

:

and

:

laugh

:

with

:

them.

:

I

:

reassure

:

them

:

that

:

yes,

:

I

:

do

:

still

:

want

:

to

:

go

:

with

:

them. “Your

:

leather

:

uniforms

:

are

:

so

:

unique

:

and

:

awesome.”

:

I

:

smile

:

at

:

them,

:

while

:

a

:

deluge of

:

thoughts

:

swirl around

:

in

:

my

:

mind.

:

What

:

if

:

I

:

get

:

hard

:

thinking

:

about

:

their

:

leather?

:

Shit!

**

The

:

dinner

:

goes

:

off

:

without

:

any

:

hitches,

:

nor

:

any

:

erections.

:

As

:

I

:

get

:

inside

:

Will’s

:

car,

:

Dan

:

heaves

:

my

:

transport

:

wheelchair

:

in

:

the

:

trunk.

:

All

:

I

:

can

:

think

:

about

:

is

:

their

:

leathers.

:

The

:

smell,

:

the

:

feel,

:

how

:

loud

:

they

:

are…if

:

I’m

:

not

:

careful,

:

I’m

:

gonna

:

pop

:

a

:

boner,

:

and

:

I

:

really

:

do

:

not

:

want

:

to

:

do

:

that.

Will

:

sidles

:

up

:

to

:

me

:

in

:

the

:

backseat. “I

:

think

:

you

:

should

:

buy

:

some

:

leather,

:

man.

:

It’s

:

just

:

a

:

material,

:

but

:

it

:

might

:

make

:

you

:

more

:

confident

:

with

:

the

:

ladies!

:

You’d

:

look

:

good

:

in

:

a

:

harness,

:

I’m

:

sure!

:

Or

:

a

:

jacket!”

:

He

:

winks

:

at

:

me,

:

and

:

smiles.

:

Oh,

:

Will and

:

Dan,

:

did

:

you

:

know

:

I

:

explosively

:

came

:

today

:

watching

:

gay

:

leather

:

videos

:

on

:

Boople?


I

:

laugh. “Maybe!

:

I’m

:

not

:

too

:

sure

:

if

:

I

:

wanna

:

date

:

just

:

yet.

:

I’ve

:

been

:

thinking

:

about

:

it

:

though!”

Will’s tight

:

leather

:

pants

:

creak

:

as

:

he

:

shifts

:

around in

:

his

:

seat,

:

as

:

Dan

:

starts

:

the

:

car

:

and

:

drives

:

to

:

our

:

first

:

destination,

:

Void

:

Leathers.

:

All

:

three

:

of

:

us

:

make

:

small

:

talk,

:

and

:

we

:

get

:

there

:

without

:

any

:

issue,

:

nor

:

any

:

unwanted

:

surprises

:

from

:

me.



This

:

was

:

the

:

first

:

of

:

two

:

parts

:

of “Desire’s

:

Wings” by Rykar Thornpaw, read for you by Greyloch, your Northwoods Guide.

:

Tune in

:

next

:

time

:

to find out

:

whether

:

or not

:

Rykar

:

goes

:

through

:

with

:

the

:

purchase.

As

:

always,

:

you

:

can

:

find

:

more

:

stories

:

on

:

the

:

web

:

at thevoice.dog,

:

or

:

find

:

the

:

show

:

wherever

:

you

:

get

:

your

:

podcasts.

:

Happy

:

Pride,

:

and

:

Thank

:

you

:

for

:

listening

:

to

:

The

:

Voice

:

of

:

Dog.

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